Rafie

2011-09-15T21:16:00.000+08:00

thinking back, I think I'm a selfish person who didn't care aout your feeling.about your pain.about your unhappiness.

2011-07-29T15:28:00.001+08:00

it's always has to be a waiting game.
and sometimes you are not there on a promised time,cos your work keep you busy. from one time to another then to another, I guess that's the nature of your work.

2011-07-28T20:35:00.000+08:00

I walked out frm there with a heavy heart. And now, I hate your job even more.

2011-07-25T19:03:00.000+08:00

sometimes, I wondr whether is it because of the workload or isit because of your workalcoholicism.

2011-07-21T18:39:00.000+08:00

There's time where I want to tell you some good news I received from my supervisor, but time was not on our side. Everyday you will end late work and somehow the communication between us is really limited. When you are at work, you rarely reply sms and when you're at home, either one of us will sleep first which likely to be me. The only time we had was the time where I fetch you from work, but that was also limited.

Today I was being praised by my supervisor that I always came early and help stuff out so that operation can run smoothly until I was banned from helping out already. Haha. My leader don't want me to carry all those stuff already. Well, come early wrong, come late also wrong. But I will continue to come early cos I got that habit.

I really wish to sit down with you and just talk. But the time factor was not there. Both of us are working. You work in a company where people keep throwing their work at you. And I work in an organisation where some other day I need to keep my handphone out from my sight.

Ever since we are friends, my love for you remain unchanged. As much I want to treat you as a friend, I always treat you more than that. My bad. I want to be with you no matter if we are just friends. I want to be a bestest friend to you. A friend who you are not afraid to release all your thoughts to. A friend who you can rely on even if he's not there.

I know you're workacholic. But I don't see the need for it that sometimes you skip lunch at times. No matter how busy a person is, he still need to eat. Sometimes, that's what make me don't like it.

2011-07-08T10:30:00.000+08:00

sometimes, I hate her job. It always make her busy. She always goes home later than her expected time. And I don't like when she workalcholic :( But I do understand it cos it's her nature to be focus in her work. Whenever she work, I start to worry whether shehad time to eat her medicine and lunch. I wish I'm the boss...

Had a great time spending the entire day with her out at zoo. I'm so glad to b able to spend time with her, even though we are no longer together:)

2011-06-24T08:16:00.000+08:00

A friend once quote," even when a relationship has come to an end, the feeling will go on"

"So now, please let me be your sister and your bestfriend" <3

2011-06-20T16:47:00.001+08:00

Maybe it was me. Maybe I don't show it. Maybe I hiding my feeling. And I still love you, but I don't want to make any commitment. I'm sorry if you got to wait for me but my feeling for you now still remain unchange. I'm too afraid that the more you wait for me, the more you'll be disappointed. But, I love you.

2011-06-18T17:12:00.000+08:00

maybe without me realising it, it's me who changes everything.

2011-01-01T15:55:00.001+08:00

It's a start of another brand new year; 2011. I didn't make any resolution this year as I know that I won't be able to make it. So I let my life goes as I want it to be; take one step at time. What will happen tomorrow is beyond my thinking and there's no point of me to stress out myself thinking what I need to do tomorrow. That's the way I'm living my life in 2010 and there's no way I'm going to change it.

2010 was rather a...urm, I don't remember any event which really happen that year. All I knew was I graduated from Polytechnic and I served my NS.
I love my family,my girlfriend, my friends and those who I met along the way. I hope this year will be a more loving and caring year ahead for me.

Well, NS can be fun, minus the punishment. For me, motivation keep me going. There's no reason for me to believe that NS is a waste of time as I keep motivating myself to enjoy each day at camp. Even though I miss my family and her, I know that they are always there for me,near or far.

Happy 2011!

2010-10-17T19:37:00.000+08:00

tomorrow will be her start of semester 2. Her final year in her polytechnic life. Hope she can do well for her final year. All the best to you=) and please take care of yourself. You must not skip any medicine. Even if it quite tiring eating it, hang on. You will get better one day.

As for me, the countdown has just started. 16 more days to go.

2010-10-14T20:38:00.000+08:00

How should I feel? I seem emotionless. I can't really sort out my emotion properly. Should I be upset? Or should I be angry with myself for not able to do what I had to do?

Why is it that I m lacking confidence in myself? Is it because my expectation was high?

I miss u=(
I want to be with you always but I know I can't. There's always an obstacle.

2010-10-04T19:51:00.002+08:00

It had been months since I last meet her. I miss her badly and she miss me badly. But soon, we will meet each other. That's a promise=)

Less than a month, I will be enlisting in Singapore Police Force for my NS. 1 and a half year service. And I can't wait for it to start even though I know my time with her will be very limited.

I hope she can recover soon.

2010-09-16T00:08:00.003+08:00

I don't like her internship. Always make her busy and make her end work very very late. Lately, our communication is affected by her busy work =( It's hard to have a proper conversation with each other.

I miss you. I hope you are fine and by the time, I finish typing this, you will reach home safely =)

2010-09-02T16:47:00.002+08:00

Somehow, I admit that I'm not good enough. But I hold on because I know that you love me despite of my weaknesses.

And I love you too=)

2010-04-03T19:11:00.001+08:00

Life isn’t any better. It is because of the surrounding or is it because of me, taking things for granted. Either way, I know my life seem to reach the rock bottom, or maybe almost.

Life did not turn out the way I wanted. Instead, it went opposite way which make me more vulnerable. Or maybe the real problem lies with me.

Sometimes, I wonder if I ever care about the others or I am good enough for them. Cos each time, the outcome did not turn out the way I want. And the more I try, the more worst it become. Why? Why? Why? Or I am over-reacting?

I wanted to express my feeling, but I can’t. I don’t know how. I wanted to tell her how much I miss her, but I just can’t get my message across to her. Each time she reach home from work, she will be tired and stress. Her mood changes.

Sometimes, I wish…Maybe it’s the work which make her physically and mentally tired. I don’t blame her. Every work has their own stress level. Each time I wanted to remove the stress out from her, but I was stuck. Or maybe the time I wanted to use is not right at all.

Maybe I was trying to hard or maybe I was not good enough.

Either way, I still love her.

I guess this is part and parcel of life. Every road isn’t smooth.

2009-10-10T20:42:00.001+08:00

Date: 10 October 2009
Day: Saturday

Scene 1: Under Rain and Shine

I thought it would never happened. I thought everything will went haywire with the heavy downpour in the morning, just an hour before we were supposed to meet up at Harbourfront Station. But just I stepped inside the LRT, clear sky was formed. Dark cloud went into hiding. There was still hope.

On the way down the escalator at Sengkang MRT, saw Robin and Peijuan. We then trained down to Buangkok to wait for Fauzianna. Well, she was late! HAHA! But she was the one who cooked food for our lunch:D Then after she came, we trained down again to HarbourFront Station. This was where my problem came. I could not tapped out from the station. Lol. Tapped several times, but the door remained close for me.

Giant Variety. Giant Saving. GIANT. We went to shop for drinks. Brought 2 1.5litres of F&N drinks and 2 bottles of fruit juice and also 3 packets of Kinder Beuno and 1 big container of pickles chips. Then make our way to our destination, Forest Walk.

We then hiked 2.3 kilometers to reach Henderson Wave with our heavy bag. Finally we reached the Henderson Wave. Hungry and thirsty. The weather was not been good to us since we first step on the metal pavement of Forest Walk. It was drizzling all the way till we reach Henderson Wave. And even as we sat down to cool ourselves down, it still drizzling.

But rain did not dampen our spirit to enjoy our times together 60+ metres above sea level. We ate under the rain. The bread with black pepper tuna was delicious and the spaghetti was heavenly. It was a matter of time before the sun will be soaring up in the sky. And when it did, it was a hell lot hotter.

Then about 3+ in the afternoon, Fauzianna’s secondary mates came to celebrate one of the girls’ birthday. At first, they went to the wrong way =x Around 5+, we bused back to Harbourfront and went to separate ways with Robin and PeiJuan heading to Orchard while me and Fauzianna headed back home.

Indeed, it was a enjoyable Saturday with Fauzianna, Robin and PeiJuan. Thanks for coming down and make the hiking enjoyable. Hope you guys enjoy the hike, the food, the drink and the weather. Maybe the next time we will invite more couples too. Haha.

Pictures will be coming soon~~~

Scene 2: Under Rain and Shine II

2009-09-23T16:24:00.001+08:00

Date: 23 September 2009
Day: Wednesday

Scene 1: Results! Results! Results!

COURSE

DIPLOMA IN AERONAUTICAL ENGINEERING

STAGE

MODULE CODE	MODULE	CREDIT UNITS	GRADE
IS1006	INDUSTRIAL TRAINING PROGRAMME	4	A
MS6203	STATISTICS	3	A
MM3450	AIRCRAFT POWER PLANTS II	5	A
MM3520	AIRFRAME SYSTEMS	4	A
MM3824	QUALITY ENGINEERING AND MANAGEMENT	4	B+
MM3872	SIMULATION	4	B+
CP013S	HUMAN DISEASES - PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE	2	C
MM3315	AEROSPACE MATERIALS	4	C+

Semester GPA:	3.462
Cumulative GPA:	3.484

COURSE

CERTIFICATE IN ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS

STAGE

MODULE CODE	MODULE	CREDIT UNITS	GRADE
MS8106	PROBABILITY & STATISTICS	3	1

Semester GPA:	1
Cumulative GPA:	2.563

2009-07-29T21:56:00.001+08:00

Date: 29 July 2009
Day: Wednesday

Scene 1: Poly 50

We did it! We did it! We did it!

We meet our goal! To complete the race within 2hours. We went and did our best and as a result, we were among the top 50. Even though there was no medal for us, I am sure everyone was happy with our achievement. No training, first time seeing each other face. And for the boys trying to recognise the girls’ face within 10minutes and vice versa, it was amazing for a first timer team.

Even though for the first few laps was cock-up as we could not see our team member at the other checkpoint, the team did well. We endured the pain in our feet, thigh and even stomach. We battled the hot weather and thirstiness to run. Encouraging each other, giving them support. No one ever complained. You run for the team. You never let the team down. You never let anyone in the team down. Well done runners!

Special thanks to Kun Wei and Gou Jie. I am sorry it was a last minute. You both did a great job. Without you both telling us who to run next, we might end up disqualified. When we were down, you fanned us and give us moral support. You are the unsung hero behind the scene. Thank you!

Well Done Team Name!

I am glad to have all of you in my team.

2009-07-18T19:10:00.001+08:00

Date: 18 July 2009
Day: Friday

Scene 1: Henderson Wave

2009-05-22T21:12:00.000+08:00

Date: 15-17 May 2009
Day: Friday-Sunday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: Camp Oh Camp…

Vivian Charles and Rafie

While people were busy with NightWalk stuff, they took picture =.=”

whites…

Sorry Pei Juan, I did not mean to cover your face. My hand is too long.

The torturous duck walk under the hot sun

Planning for battle

No comment on this.

Who need Thailand when you can get a free transexual operation in Tanjong Beach

The doctor and the patient

The end product. Ninja Warrior

Facilitators

Campers + Facilitator

Ever since Ryan walked away, we find someone suitable for the next 3R generation

8 years of friendship…and still going on!

Wonder how our gf tolerate our weird behaviours. HAHA

Even though in the middle of the second night, there was an urgent meeting for the committee, I felt in overall the camp was a success despite the loopholes found in the system. Tears can be seen in the meeting room (which was the girl’s bunk), everyone was trying to rebuke each other opinions and sleepyhead (like me) was found dozing off in the 2hours meeting (from 2am t0 2am). Every systems are not prefect. Hopefully the next camp committee will be able to work things out.

The only thing I regret was I am unable to interact with my group members as I was holding onto two post (Group Leader and Game Master). The GM really took my time away from my group. Sorry Jin Hong to leave to alone to handle the group.

Overall, I am pleased with the camp and the campers for showing supports.

2009-05-07T19:23:00.000+08:00

Scene 1: The Loud Bang

It’s hard to get a prefect silence. It’s hard to get everyone to stop talking and listen to such a wonderful melody of a dancing sound in the air. But somehow, just now during AEROMA mass lecture, everyone suddenly obliged to the plea of silence.

But it happened rather fast. Even the speed of air couldn’t catch up with what was going to happen. No one knew what would really happened next except for a person. He know all the event and the answer to it. But he, himself did not know how exactly it will happened. He was stunned which the impact. The impact it had to a quiet lecture hall was tremendous.

It was loud. Almost the 5 rows from behind could hear it. Everyone turned behind to find the culprit. Shawn and Matt was covering their nose and facing to their left and right respectively. The smell was strong. Luckily the smell did not travel down the hall. If that happened, I guess everyone will run for safety.

Never ever fart when the situation is so quiet. Never ever think of that.

Scene 2: A Day In IKEA

2009-04-26T19:49:00.001+08:00

Date: 26 April 2009
Day: Sunday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to Robin! 20years old! Soon will be my turn joining you.

Sorry to come empty handed. Nah, probably you know that I won’t buy any present since you know what type of person I am.

Well, I was late for the celebration. Pei Juan asked me to come late and I came 30minutes later. Gosh, and everyone was waiting for me. Calls were made and messages kept coming to my handphone. LOL.

Went over to Robin’s void deck. Prepared the cake and waited for him behind the pillars. Robin was shocked! Yeah!

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY ROBIN!!!

All that surprise was done by your girlfriend. We just came to give you the surprise.

Scene 2: All About Investment

Even though it is a recession due to the global downturn, nothing can stop us from forking out our money to do a simple yet safe investment. 8 of us forked out altogether worth $20.

First we saw a man playing with the machine. Looked easy and Lin Keong decided that we all “invested” on that particular machine. He was aiming for that toy candle. =.=” First try, the candle just didn’t want to drop into the tunnel. So we decided to help him out by “investing” for him. Finally, he got the candle.

As time goes by, each of us wanted something from that machine. So we stayed by that machine. Putting our money to it, hoping that something will came out from our hard work. Well, more on luck.

So, in the end, we managed to get 1 Big Bird, 2 Elmo and 2 Toy Candles.

2009-03-28T18:29:00.001+08:00

Date: 28 March 2009
Day: Friday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: Good Old Times

Went for 5B dinner. Since the economy very bad, they settled for Long John’s Silver. I was late since the supervisor somehow liked me to smell up his armpit. Rah~ Anyway, back to the dinner topic.

Yew Kee, Siew Mei, Jing Xuan, Juliana, Yanling, Joseph, Faizal, Kelvin and Jia Hui was present for the dinner. They started eating before I reached the place =.=” That’s okay cos I asked them to eat first since I were late and the last to arrive.

We talked while eating the dinner. Those secondary school memories came out. We also imagined what happened if K-ge were to be our Sergeant in NS. So here the conversation ( I try to remember as much as I can)

Faizal: We need to think about the possible scenario. What happened if really he our sergeant or officer in tekong?

Jia Hui: Won’t be that suai ah.

Faizal: Later he say that you all make fun of me last time right. You all drop now.

Kelvin: He might beat us up.

Me: Sure die ah.

Faizal: Later he asked us to challenge him 100metres. Die ah.

Jia Hui: Never mind ah. In the camp,we make friends with him

After the talking, we talked more about schools and others. The others including one of the newspaper article about a man’s penis stuck in the bottle. And we made a joke out of it. Even the girls seem fascinated with such things. HAHA. But everyone had the same question, “HOW THE HELL CAN A PENIS STUCK IN THE BOTTLE” And there goes, everyone started to think about different scenario.

Jia Hui: Imagined that man want to do sex with a girl. Then suddenly the girl saw the bottle!

And off we went to a great laugh=.='”

After all that eating and talking, Christina and Fadzila joined us. We went over to the park. While the other walked, I hopped onto Faizal’s bike. And the rest was a history in my entire life.

He knew that I don’t like motorcycle that much. So he tried his best not to scare me off. But the feeling was great. The wind blowing was great.

Then the girls changed their mind. We went to Siew Mei’s house instead. Even though her house was just behind the park, that lazy Faizal was too lazy to push his bike over. So he ride his bike while I am his pillion again. And he parked his bike in the bicycle stand.

In the house, the girls watched TVs while the guys played card…

The atmosphere, even though it was less than half of the class present, was just like the good old days. Everyone get along with each other even though we seldom contact each other and from different polys.

Scene 1: ITP, Attachment and FYP

This conversation somehow started when Joseph, Kelvin, Faizal and me were waiting for Jia Hui to withdraw his money.

Kelvin: When your ITP?

Faizal: I no ITP. Only got attachment.

Joseph, Kelvin and me: Same ah

Faizal: Where got. ITP and attachment are different. You tell me what is ITP.

Kelvin: Industrial…

Me: Training Programme.

Faizal: No “attachment” in ITP

Me: What the hell.

Kelvin: ITP much more shorter.

Faizal: How?

Kelvin: I-T-P.

Faizal: *saying in a fast way* Attachment. Same what!?

LOL.

2009-03-26T20:03:00.001+08:00

Date: 26 March 2009
Day: Thursday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: Why Do You Pick Up the Phone?

At about 5.20pm, just as I about to leave the office, suddenly the phone line 1 was blinking. Normally, I won’t bothered to pick up any call. But I don’t know why this time round, my hand is so itchy to pick up the call. Below is the conversation.

Me: Ya?

Guy: *angry* Your guy came…blah blah blah…there’s leakage ah.

Me: Are you looking for Mr Lee?

Guy: I’m not looking for anyone. I just telling you that your guy blah blah blah…and now there is leakage.

Me: Mr Lee not here ah.

Guy: Don’t you understand that your…

Me: I am a student here.

Guy: Then why you picked up the phone?

Me: Because you called mah. I picked up ah.

Guy: *pause* What company is this?

Me: L & L Engineering Consultant

Guy: I am looking for Fire Sprinkler…

Me: I think you should the other number.

*engage*

2009-03-18T19:35:00.000+08:00

Date: 18 March 2009
Day: Wednesday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

This is the continuation of the blog entry, “ The End of Battles” on 1st March 2009.

Scene 1: The Predictable Win

It was there. It was somehow predictable. It was not arrogant part of me, nor it is an over-confidence feeling. It was just there. I could sense it, but well I do is another part of the story.

The time strike 0810hours. Nothing significant about the time but it was enough to send such an impulse feeling into my bloodstream as I opened the message.

Module	Credit Unit	Grade
Mechanics II	5	A
Aircraft Power Plant 1	5	A
Catia	3	A
Personal Financial Planning	3	B
Aircraft Electrical and Instrumental Systems	4	B+
Aircraft Maintenance Practice	5	C+

Semester GPA	3.521
Cumulative GPA	3.49

Good news is my semester GPA increase by 0.4. That’s a lot okay. And the bad news is my cumulative only increase by 0.01. What the hell.

Scene 2: Victory Is Sweet

No wonder they said," Victory is sweet". And this can't be any sweeter. I could not help but could only smile when I got the news. If you could remember that I had a tough war with LAV and that I had lost too many army during the process. Well, all those fight and bloodshed was well recognised by the board. Despite the heavy loss of armies, I managed to edge out the enemy and obtain a victory in the end. Phew. The sweetest victory I ever taste in the entire gruesome and cruel war.

Module	Credit Unit	Grade
LINEAR ALGEBRA & VECTORS 3	3	B

Semester GPA	3
Cumulative GPA	2.923

It had a great impact. That “D” was felt. The presence was greatly affected. Damn the “D”. My cumulative GPA was affected due to the “D” I got last semester.

And the 80-20 still lingering in my mind~~~

2009-03-13T18:25:00.001+08:00

Date: 24-25 January 2009
Day: Saturday-Sunday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: 4 in a row with Paint

Scene 2: 7 Colours to Form White

Scene 3: A Form of Arts

Scene 3: How Many Triangles Are There?

2009-03-05T19:07:00.001+08:00

Date: 5 March 2009
Day: Thursday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Attention.

This is written during the office hour of L&L Engineering Consultant. When the supervisor went "missing" for the whole morning and came back in the afternoon. Due to boredom being stuffed inside his office facing the computer, I decided to write a post for my blog. Maybe he should tell me to come in the afternoon when he is around. But when he is not around, time moves quite fast. And it is the opposite when he is around.

And below was done in the morning when he was not in his office. I could say that even though this job can be stressful, it is fun especially, you got your own “office”.

Scene 1: The Near Miss

What if I had walked a little bit faster? What if it drop a little bit slower? It was a matter of "what if" question.

I almost get hit. At first, I don't know if that was a lucky or unlucky sign. It missed me. It landed in front of me. A few inches away from my shoes. The sound of it dropping could barely pick up by my ears. But once it dropped, the sound was loud enough that it pierced through my eapieces. My feet was quick to do the action. My feet was fast enough to avoid the effect of the dropping.

Maybe He did not want to me to get hit straight into my head. Maybe He was trying to tell me how lucky am I. Or maybe He did not want me to suffer the same fate few years ago when I was happily chatting and suddenly, something drop onto my head. It was like as if today was the same scenario.

The only difference is I was happily listening to the musics. The rest is almost the same. Same culprit. Same things. Maybe the same time. Or maybe the same day. But I was luckily, it miss my head today.

Stupid bird! Can't you see that my head is not a toilet bowl for you to aim!? Even so, tell me the warning before you let your bomb drop. Don't be like American who drop bomb at Japan without warning. I am not japan and neither you are an american. So, next time please drop a bomb properly.

Today, you miss it. But what about tomorrow or the day before? Luckily I am Rafie. If only I am birdhunter, I sure take off my rifle and shot it straight into your ass. I did not even offend you, why must you offend such an innocent guy walking under your ass.

Maybe the morale of the story is not to walk under the tree or bring tissue paper. I guess I shall take the second moral. I must walked under the tree since Singapore has too much trees.

Scene 2: Drawing time

IntelliCAD may be stressful to use. But once ones know how to use the basic function, alot he/she can draw with the software alone.

2009-03-04T19:12:00.000+08:00

Date: 4 March 2009
Day: Wednesday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: When You Are Bored

That’s what I did when I had no work, provided he was not around. Haha.

The sneak preview of my work.

2009-03-03T20:25:00.000+08:00

Date: 3 March 2009
Day: Tuesday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: 101

Guess which team I controlling.

2009-03-02T19:52:00.000+08:00

Date: 2 March 2009
Day: Monday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: The Pile of Shit

Let me sum it all.

A pile of shit!

A shitty supervisor!

A shit workplace environment!

A whole shit of drawing!

A BULLSHIT ITP!

I better have a better mindset tomorrow unless I want to suffer again under that squeesy and stuffy air conditioning room.I will bear with another 7more weeks. I will endure the 7weeks of drawing layouts and maps. I will survive the slow pace in the workplace which make the times went slower.

BUT CAN I REALLY SURVIVE!?!?

2009-03-01T12:02:00.000+08:00

Date: 1 March 2008
Day: Sunday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: The End of the Battles

Finally, after 2 weeks of battle with the 4 different type of master, I am glad that I survived the battle. It was not an easy battles. Even though I knew when was the battle, I took my own sweet time to strategise and develop the attack for the battle. At some point of times, I almost felt like giving up. The pre-battles was fierce and harsh. Tactics seem good in paper, but practically it was looking bad.

The first battle with LAV was a nightmare. It caught my army by surprise. I managed to contain their first wave of army. It succeed. But not long enough, another fiercest wave of enemy came. This time round, they are much more aggressive and more of kamikaze type. I do managed to fight back but not long enough, my army was too tired to fight. We took some damages. In the end, after 2 hours of battles, I lose about 50 soldiers in the process. Whether I win or not, the answer lies at a later date.

The battle with Mech2 and AEIS was a breeze. Theoretically, AEIS was a formidable force. Morale was low during the pre-battle meeting. Tactics were constantly changing as AEIS seems to be the hardest to crack. The mini battle I had with it earlier in 2008 nearly made me lost. It was hard and I know the final battle with AEIS will be hardest. As I walked inside the battle room with my soldiers, I prayed hard that I will still be alive after the battle. I did survived the night battle. I did major damaged to the enemy, but with minor help from allies, I did a full damage to it. Kudos.

The last battle with APP1 was tricky. I was fallen into their trap with caused a slight but crucial damages. Apart from the tricky booby trap they planted, fighting with them was another breeze. And of course, they did us a surprise attack. An attack which I thought it will not be used.

2 weeks fighting against 4 different type of enemy really worn me out. And 2 week of preparedness had create chaos in the dressing room. And now its over. And what leave now is the result of the battles.

2009-02-08T10:13:00.001+08:00

Date: 8 February
Day: Sunday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: The Day You Lost Your Memory

It was 2+ years since you are with me. I first saw you during the enrolment. Your features and characteristics made me want you to be with me. I know your life with me was like a roller coaster ride, full of twists and turns.

When I first brought you home, the day after I saw you, everyone was envy of me and you. But then, the first day was not run as I wanted it to be. You were down with some illness. Sometimes, you were trying to give your life up, but you hold on to the belief that you will be cured. And your belief paid off, the doctor managed to find the cure for your illness a week after. You are saved. But that’s was only the beginning.

Some months later, you are diagnosed with another illness. This time, it was more deadly than the first one. I got scolded for trying smart to cure you but end up, making thing worst for you. You undergo your first operation. I waited beside you while the doctor do their job. It was successful. You recovered fast. You played with me until you hit with a tumour

This time, I was fast enough to sent you to the hospital and the doctor managed to get ride of the tumour. Phew. Such a young age, you had underwent such several operation. I asked myself how long will you survived. Can you take another operation? Or this time round, you are going to give up for your life?

On last Friday, you suddenly lost your memories. You wake up and you don’t recognised me. You look blur with the surrounding. But thankfully, even though you lost some of the memories, you still keep some of it with you. You remember a bit. I try to stimulate your memories by giving you things you might remember. It seems working, but soon once after you went to sleep, the next moment you wake up, you had a nightmare. And then you will lost your memories again. I kept trying. Sometime, you did not even breathe. I did the basic CPR. And you breathe back.

In just 2 days, you had lost your memories for 4 times. By then, I had enough. I let you have your “new” life. I did not try to stimulate your lost memories again, in fear that you might lost your memories again. Or maybe worst, you might just leave me alone. Each time when I try to wake you up, I always prepare for the worst.

Maybe your end will come soon. I don’t know when.

Oh, miss fujitsu, thanks for being there with me. If you were to die, I hope you will go to heaven(if there any for you). I know it was a hard and painful journey with me. But you are strong. And I hope you are strong enough to see me graduate before you really want to leave me.

2009-01-29T19:43:00.000+08:00

Date: 29 January 2009
Day: Thursday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: Pregnant Lady Vs Senior Citizen

Okay. Maybe some people will think that there was a fight between a pregnant lady and a senior citizen. Actually, there was no such fight happened before my eyes. The title was “Pregnant lady Vs Senior citizen” because of what I saw in the morning when I was in the NEL.

Imagined you are sitting in the train. At one station, there are a pregnant lady and a senior citizen. Both are standing near to where you are sitting. And you are a kind person. You are willing to give up your seat. But the main problem is who should you give? A pregnant lady? Or to the senior citizen?

Well, in the real scenario, I was not even sitting. I was standing up. And no one actually gave up their seat. No one made a move. But someone caught my attention. A 40+ old man was confused whether to give up his seat to the pregnant lady or to the senior citizen. In the end, he gave up his seat to…HIMSELF=.=”

The moral of this story is…I am still thinking of its moral behind the story.

Scene 2: Reserve

Singaporeans are label as “kiasu”. They will queue for everything which is cheap or free. They woke up early in the morning to queue up. If they can’t woke up early in the morning, the day before they will “chop” a place. Well, it’s common to see that, especially in coffeshop. They put tissue on the seat to indicate to the other patrons that the seat is reserved. And believe me, no one dare to take the tissue away.

So, the NEL adopt such method in order to reserved seat for the priority passengers. The difference between NEL and the “kiasu” was that NEL did not put any tissue paper. They paste a notice above the seat to indicate that the seat was reserved for the priority passenger.

But unlike the tissue, the notice was useless. Unlike the tissue where people understood the meaning of a tissue on a seat. While people don’t dare to take the tissue away, it was the opposite for the notice found in every corner seat in NEL train. Why? Maybe that’s how people behave.

I know, some will argue that the reserved seat in a train was so many. Each cabin, there is about 10 of them. And if no one sit, the 10 seat will go wasted. Well, I don’t mind passenger sit there, but they should give up the seat if any priority passenger come abroad. Cos the word “reserve” was up there.

Maybe NEL should adopt the more pro-active method;tissue paper. The only thing Singapore noticed when reserving a place.

Scene 3: Darkness Fall

Testing

2009-01-28T18:15:00.000+08:00

Date: 28 January
Day: Wednesday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: Testing out

Testing testing…Well, I am trying out the new way to publish my blog without going to blogger.com>.< So here I am testing out the new so-called software in my laptop by MSN. Let me introduce you to “ Windows Live Writer”

I had not totally explore the function. But I think it will be useful as I no need to open IE to access to blogger.com and enter in my username then go to create post. With this newly introduce ( or maybe long time ago, I just knew it a moment ago), I am just a click away before I publish the post.

But of course, before I could use it, there was some minor problem in installing. And as a result, I had to uninstall everything related to Windows Live. Quite troublesome. Haha.

Oh ya, by the way, I can’t find any delete button to delete the post, unlike the blogger.com. Or maybe I had not really went through all of the function. Let me try out by posting a picture.

Err… Posting picture is somehow similar to blogger.com. Lol. Anyway, I hope this will be better than going to blogger.com and wait for it to load.

Happy using it, Rafie.

2009-01-26T13:03:00.004+08:00

Date: 24-25 January 2009
Day: Saturday-Sunday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: Race Against the Wind

For the past few weeks, the wind was strong. The wind can just make things fly around easily. The monsoon wind had arrive a couple of weeks ago, and it had cause some destruction to some of the properties.

And I guess to go camping on this type of situation is really a madness. Imagine when we were trying to set the tent up, the wind was blowing so strong. Apart from the string wind, the soil made things even difficult.

With the wind blowing strongly, the soil just couldn't held the peck tightly. We took a lot longer time this time to set the tent up. But still, it was not fruitful. We try to use improvise method with the rock we found, but still the soil was still stubborn.

In the end, we change the site with much better soil,but again with such a strong wind blowing,the soil even though it's good, it gave way. It was a bit frustrating. But in the end,we managed to defeat the wind and set up 3 tents.

Scene 2: The King

Legend said that the king of the jungle is the lion. The movie "Lion King" showed us that the lion was indeed the king. The lion go up to the high altitude and roar to its fellow animals. So I do, somehow, believe that the lion is indeed the king of the jungle. Maybe someone disagree with me?

If the jungle got its own king, then what about the skies? I believe there is the king of skies, even though there was no legend saying about the king of the skies. But believe that the king of the skies is no other than the plane. Not because it was big and huge. Not because it was fearless ( remember the US Airways which was hit by a group of geese).

But it is because like a lion, they roar. The only different between a lion and aeroplane was one roar on land, and another in the skies.They gain altitude as they roar loudly in the air, commanding their presence.

Our tent was close to the runway. And I guess that was not a good scenario to sleep in if it was just a few kilometer away from the runway. Reason being, the plane loves to past the campsites at a low altitude before it reach its cruising altitude. As a result, I could hear the engine running loudly. And could hardly sleep at night due to this noise.

Scene 3: Happening Changi

If one could hardly sleep due to the noise from the aircraft, they can go for a short walk around Changi. It will be full of surprises.

My brother and I decided to walk since we both couldn't sleep due to noise pollution. We went to Changi Village. Before reaching the place, we are greeted with karaoke from some tent. Are they mad? Karaoke at about 2plus in the morning. I hope they won't get cursed by the nearby camper. And worst still, their voice sucks. Haha.

Soon we reached the place. Some of the coffeshop were still open, serving the customer who are hungry and thirsty at night or looking for a better food than the bbq food. But for both of us, none of the above. We walked to kill time and boredom.

Soon we saw 3 transexual (man to woman. Is it called transexual?). They looked at our direction. Cool. My hair was standing up straight. My feet felt like jelly. What happened if suddenly they came and you know. Haha. So we decided to turn to our right. And then, a near fight broke off=.='' between some guy named BOB. To prevent any trouble, my brother and I cut through the coffeshop and headed back to our tent.

What a happening Changi. It was so livelier in the night. LOL.

Scene 4: The Accident

Cyclists and pedestrian should not share the same path. I thought it will be a peaceful harmony. If pedestrian did not even obey the sign track for cyclists, what's more if pedestrian track and cyclist track being merge., just like the scheme being introduce in Tampines.

People just can't walk at the designated path. Okay, I admit that the path is too small and the people there was too many. Even the small path can't handle such amount of people. Therefore, people tend to choose the bigger path, which is the cyclist path. I don't mind either but they was like everywhere. In the centre of the path, they walk. Left and right was filled with people. Cyclist just had to stop and give way. Shouldn't they give way to cyclist since they are walking on the cyclist track?

A small girl nearly get knocked down. But a boy, unfornutately, get knocked down. And a cople of kids escape similar scenario. I am sure this scenario is somehow familiar to those cyclist who cycle at Changi Beach on weekeds.

I had taken the safety precaution. Hands on the brake. Cycle at a normal speed,if the path is packed with people. Bell to indicate that I am trailling dangerously behind them. All the precaution was useless when suddenly someone out of no where jumped into the track. That's how I knocked down the boy.

For the girl,I guess it was my fault. She was innocently walked by the side, but somehow I lose control and almost hit her head>.<

Scene 5: Happy Chinese New Year

To all my chinese friends,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2009-01-19T19:06:00.003+08:00

Date: 19 January 2009
Day: Monday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: Man Vs Cat

Cats are often seen by human as a cute and gentle creatures compare to other animal. They are often love by human being. Cat are label as a friendly animals. I hold to that belief till now. What happened just now make see cats in different dimension.

A cute and gentle creatures but a fierce and wild animal, if you try to do funny things to it. And I learnt the hard way.

Going out from the class, there was this cat. Black and lonely cat, probably hungry too. It meow at me and Shawn. I meow-ed back. It reply me. Cute right. But never I expect that suddenly it show its sharp claw at me. For the moment, Shawn and I stunned. He climbed up the table, while I put my leg up. Haha. Safety precaution.

Then it hide its claw again. Maybe it was testing the efficiency of its claw. Must be the cat watch too much X-man. Most of my classmate by then came out of the class and gather around the cat.

Then the cat started to walk away. As it walked, I walked behind it and make such a loud banging footstep. Tadah, the cat turned to face me and show its claw in such a fighting spirit. I ran behind Alex. At that moment, that's what my class everytime said the ball shrink.

And that moment I knew know what the meaning of the ball shrink. Haha. Never ever provoke such a cute and gentle animal. It may haunt you.

Scene 2: My Respect to You

In my secondary school life, they always ask us to RESPECT before people RESPECT us. They said RESPECT is a powerful word. 7 letters.

And respect is something we should do to foreign workers, especially those bangladeshi workers. People criticise them, people look down on them and people don't care about them. I once read my friend's blog which said that one of the bangladeshi was punched by a guy during New Year's eve. Maybe that's not respect.

They are the one who are the unsung hero in our development. They build under hot sun for hours and never complain. When everything seem wrong, they are the first to be blame. But when they did a good job, no one compliment them. Why? Cos that's how people behave.

Now, they have my respect. They have my utmost respect. I respect them for the work they did. And now, I understand that the work they did is not easy. I tried it and I hope not to try it again.

Welding...It seem easy. Spot any construction site, see the welding process. It seem easy by looking. But trust me, it need skills. And skills doesn't come overnight. It required training.

I did the welding. 4 different type of welding. It not even a prefect workpiece. The 4 of us did the welding. Some with the hole in the metal workpiece. Of course, we laughed. We laugh at each other workpieces.

And it's a dangerous job. One backfire, the cylinder will explode. My heart beat fast when I was working with it. But after working with it, I found out that it was quite fun despite the danger.

I have spark flying into my hair.Luckily my hair did not get fire. Sparks enter my sock. I wonder how the hell the spark find its way into my sock. I almost burned my hand with 3000 degree Celsius fire.

It's a job that no Singaporeans would do. Work with welding machine under hot sun for hours. Guess, no one will do it. Not even me. I already complained how heavy it the torch even though I held it for 10 minutes.

The one who did the welding for our buildings, I salute them. They deserve some recognition for their work.

I respect them

Scene 3: Dream

2009-01-15T20:10:00.003+08:00

Date: 15 January 2009
Day: Thursday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: 3Hours Torture Camp

It always a bad idea. We already knew it was bad. But we still agree to the plan. And now, we almost rejected it. We should have said no, but it was such a bargain, who will want to say no.

3 hours of PCEM was sure a killer. It was enough to give you a killer blow. A knockout blow to your table. I was almost the victim. I took over 4 tables. I sat on the table, and soon I was lying down on the table while trying hard to concentrate.

It not worth the 3hours of PCEM in a row. That was a bad idea. A bad idea to start with. And I rejected saying yes to the idea. What a bad idea. And next week is the part two of the 3hours torture camp.

Scene 2: Hot Soccer

Who ever thought that playing soccer at 5pm was like playing soccer during the noon. It was raining for 5minutes and the sun was suddenly burning hot. The court was burning up as if it was like a big hot pan. The one who barefoot was jumping around the court was like popcorn.

I never expect such situation to be occurred at 5pm. If it was 12noon, maybe it was still okay. But 5pm, no way for such burning heat. It was like courting death??? Like as if frying yourself naturally. Even the shade the tree provide was so limited. The heat still on our body.

Basically, played soccer with classmates. Should have named myself as MVP as I scored quite a few, with some excellent footwork which even my own keeper could only stare at the ball as the ball went straight into the net. Haha.

That's how I start the new season with some own goals. Or maybe more to come. Hahaha.

Scene 3: The End

The End.
Thanks for reading this post.
The End.

2009-01-12T21:13:00.001+08:00

It taught me a lesson

Think first before you say/type out...

OR

You regret it

Maybe I took things for granted....

I am SORRY

2009-01-07T19:50:00.002+08:00

Date: 8 January 2009
Day: Thursday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Pictures

the small girl I caught sitting at the corner of NEL

2009-01-01T13:31:00.001+08:00

Date: 1 January 2009
Day: Thursday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: Dear Plane

Dear Mr.Plane,

For the past 2 years or less, I had been following you and trying to understand the concept behind your success since the first plane, which is you great great great and more great great with the great great grandfather of yours. I heard a true inspiring story from your sibling and ancestors. But there some certain question where I can't get the answer from them. So I hope you can answer my enquiry.

1. Why unlike those wheel vechicle, you cant reversed on your own? Why relied on such a small truck to push such a extremely huge plane?
2. Why with wheels, you choose the skies instead of the road? Can't you drive yourway to your destination by road?
3. Why can't you stop in the mid-air to alight some passengers? Just like the bus stopping at the bus stop.
4. Why if in case of a breakdown, you have to fall from the sky? Why can't you wait for the emergency "truck"?
5. Ever heard of "What goes up must come down". Why you can stay up for a long time before coming down?
6. You have wings, but why can't you flap your wings like other birds?
7. You look like a bird in the air, but did any bird hunter ever mistook you as bird?
8. Do you ever wonder why the sky has no traffic light?
9. Have you ever try flying with one wing or no wing before? If not, will you try it?
10. Why don't you throw the human waste out from the plane,instead of storing it?

I hope you can reply me as fast as you can. I know you are a busy man, but I hope you have some spare time to reply me back. I will be waiting for your letter.

Your Sincerely,
Rafie

Scene 2: Halfday

1. Will you walked home from school if you realised that even the public transport took a half-day off?
2. What will happened if the powerplant took half-day off?
3. Imagined you are on the plane above 10,000 feet and suddenly you heard the pilot saying," We are going to crash since the power switch off automatically as it is the eve of New Year"
4. Will the earth stop rotating if it knew it could take a half-day off?
5. How will the stock market suffer if the people involve in stock took half-day off?
6. If it is halfday, shouldn't it is 12 hours instead of 24 hours?
7. If there is halfday, shouldn't there be a halfnight too?
8. What if suddenly our body shut itself down due to the half-day policy? There will be a lot of "statue" on the road.

Scene 3: New Year Resolution

1. To be able to meet the real Santa with the flying sledge.
2. To be able to count how many hair does the bald man has.

2 is enough for this year resolution. Haha. Nah, the real resolution can't be disclosed to anyone as it involve planning.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
2009~~~!!!

2008-12-29T19:30:00.002+08:00

Date: 29 December 2008
Day: Monday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: Dear Santa

I knew Christmas had already over. And I admit that I am slow. This post was here because suddenly, I thought of something.

If I ever meet Santa, I will invite him for a chat and ask the following 10 question.

1. Why must you dress up in red? Why can't it be other colours?
2. Why must you have a white beard and moustache? Why must have it at first? Why white?
3. From what I see, you are fat. Can't a Santa be slim since most of us wanted to be slim.
4. Why must you travel with your deer and sledge? Why can't you book an airplane and fly like the others?
5. Why your deer so special, they can fly? Don't you think it's weird.
6. Why do you travel at night? Why not in the day? Are you a ghost?
7. Is it true that you stay at the North/South Pole? Scientists say no one can live there.
8. Why you always sneak into people's house using chimney? Can't you knock on their door and say,"hello"
9. Don't you think by entering via chimney, you are trespassing their house? Don't you scared that you are breaking the law?
10. Where did you get all the present? Don't crisis hit you?

LAST question: WHERE IS MY PRESENT!?!?

2008-12-26T10:04:00.004+08:00

Date: 25 December 2008
Day: Thursday
Time start: 0630
Time end: 1500

Scene 1: The Sea

The sea may be calm, to every beach-goer(is there such word?). But to every sea-man, it may be calm, but it can be dangerous too. With choppy water and deadly current, it tend to swallow more.

The malay proverb (any malay student here who read my blog?? Is "peribahasa" is proverb?) say, "Calm sea doesn't mean no crocodile" or "Air yang tenang jangan disangka tiada buaya"

Beneath the sea is something we can't see, especially if the water is so cloudy, like Changi Beach, but we can feel it. No one know what lies beneath it. Rock, pebbles, seaweeds, jellyfish (can be found at Changi!!!) or whatever creatures.

Until someone get hurt, we then knew sea is dangerous. My younger brother was the unlucky one compare to my elder brother. He was send to the hospital after he steped on something painful which numb his feet. Anyway, he fine now.

While my elder brother was luckier as he just swim next the jellyfish. Not that big, but it consider big. But I am the luckiest one. Nothing happened to me. Wahaha.

But again, no one knew what beneath the sea. Until today, people still searching it, but for me, up to today, I knew what I leave behind in the sea. No one knew it except for my family and her, but soon it will be discovered.

It will be a mystery of Changi Beach. The fishes knew what I leave behind. And IT IS NOT DANGEROUS!!!

Scene 2: The Torpedo

Any event or characters similar to the storyline are called coincidence. The writer has no idea if the story, he going to type, has any significant memories to those who encountered it.

It was a fine Thursday morning. The sun was there but the rays of light just couldn't get past the thick gray clouds. Marine Maniac was doing their normal routine check along the sea. Cpt Hassan and Cpl Bala was chatting away in the control room of the submarine until...

Crew: Sir, we got an activity going on.

Both Hassan and Bala looked at each other before changing their focus to the main radar, which can detect up to 100,000km of foreign object.

Crew: See the main screen sir. We have a clearer picture of what is going on.

On the main screen was a brown mini submarine. No one knew what its purpose there. But everyone knew, it was authorised to be there but not authorised to do what it is doing now.

Hassan: Alert all crew members to be on standby. Red Code. Inform the authority. Evacuate all others ship.

Crew: Yes sir!

Bala: This is fun. Let's rock and roll guys.

Everyone was focusing their attention to the main screen as they watched every event unfolded before their eyes. The crews were ready and prepared to destroy it.

The mini brown submarine,Brown Sub, was opening its torpedo door. Bubble could be seen popping out. Something is coming out. A blunt head torpedo is making its way out. Slowly but threatening.

The crew of Marine Maniac, together with Cpt Hassan and Cpl Bala, was prepared to launch an attack if the torpedo make its way either to the country or to them. Either way, they are trained to counter-act.

Hassan: Unlock the weapon. Put it on standby mood. Release it on my count.

Bala: All systems checked and waiting for your command.

Hassan: 10...9...8...7...

As the crews was tensed with the situation, the Brown Sub's torpedo was completely out from its storage.

Hassan: 3...2...

And then, something weird happened...

Bala: What the bloody hell was that!?

Hassan: Abort!Abort!Abort! Abort the mission!

Crew: Roger that! Abort!

The crews worked frantically to prevent their missile to approach their target. They succeed in it but was surprised by what they saw earlier on. The crews was leave behind with no answer to the event. Bala and Hassan blew a sigh of relief but like his crews, they had no answer to what was happening.

Above was the excerpt of a book title,"The Mystery Torpedo".
Written by M.Rafie

To know what was happening, make a guess. Read the clue from the scene 1. Read and analysis it. The answer will revealed once you get the clearer picture.

Those who are interested in the story, hope you can wait till 2080 when the book will be released.

2008-12-24T12:14:00.005+08:00

Date: 24 December 2008
Day: Wednesday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: The Comic

click the picture to enlarge it.

2008-12-17T18:19:00.003+08:00

Date: 17 December 2008
Day: Wednesday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: Empty

I came back to SP for my CATIA assignment. On the way to CADCAM lab, I have the thought that the room will be packed with people doing their assignment. I got the feeling that even if I booked a computer, other people will just use the backhand method to use the computer.

When I reached level 5, the first thing I did was to peep inside the room. To my surprise,it was full. Full of empty seat. Haha. I booked one computer and set inside the room.

But not long enough, my stomach was rebelling. Not to take in, but to give out. Wahaha. (there link to the word "empty". Empty the stomach. Hehe)

Scene 2: The Porcupine

The porcupine was harmless, but it seemed lethal. It may be small but it was dangerous creature living in this modern era. You may skip it, but it somehow haunt you. It follow you without you noticed its presence. It will strike when you think you have finally done it.

Why must porcupine be around? Why must they put it there to make suffer to mankind. It already so suffering using the others, so why the porcupine. The porcupine may be alone, but thier sharp thingy is like thousand. Touch wrongly, it will sting you.

DAMN CATIA FOR HAVING PORCUPINE CURVATURE ANALYSIS. It so painful to adjust each point. Nazri already gave up while Ashiq and I moved on with doing the process.

Scene 3: The War

The war was invisible. No one can see it. Even with our naked eyes (since they never wear clothes) or with microscope, this war can never be seen.It went unnoticed. It can happen anytime.

It strike anytime. No mankind are able to predict what will happened. It happened in a blink of eyes. However, no heavy weapon is needed to prevent those war from happening. In fact, just a latest advanced technology is needed to stop and kill them.

The latest war happened in the afternoon. 5 "terrorists" had somehow smuggled themselves in. Their weapon was lethal which can kill thousands and destroy the whole city.

But what they don't know was the preparedness of the military. They undergo tedious training to kill this type of "terrorists". They are ready anytime. They are born to be ready but train to kill. Their readiness is high but the killing is superb. They are the best;the elite.

All 5 "terrorists" was defeated in barely less than a minute or so. One was killed while the others was caught alive and put behind bar. They made a wrong choice of using that city.

The military is indeed an unsung hero. No one ever praised them, but they are the real hero in this era. Without them, the city may be destroy. People will lose their lives or lose their jobs.

They are trained to be ruthless as people depend on them now. Invisible threat, but they are the one who are able to see it. Equipped with the latest modern technology, they are the best man to do the job.

The ANTI-VIRUS software. It saved my laptop. Phew...

2008-12-13T10:11:00.002+08:00

Date: 13December 2008
Day: Saturday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: The Survey

Was asked to do this survey. COMPULSORY if not, she will throw stone at me =.=" So here I go.

No.1 Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
What about my butt? Any taker? Haha.

No.2 How did you feel when you wake up this morning?
Morning already??? I want more sleep!!!

No.3 Who was the last person you took picture of?
My brother, during his P.O.P at BMTC School at Pulau Tekong

No.4 How often do you see ur ex?
Not anymore, unless we cross our path again.

No.5 Would you ever donate blood?
No one wanna donate with me. So I never do so. Hehehe.

No.6 Have you ever had a best friend of opposite sex?
Ya.

No.7 Do you want someone dead?
Err...donno.Maybe. Well,I donno. Who want me to be dead? Raise up your hand. No one want me to be dead. BWEK.

No.8 What does your last text message say?
Err...I forget.

No.9 What are you thinking about right now?
Can I start playing PES NOW!!??

No.10 Do you wish someone was with you right now?
YA!!I miss someone badly. Wee~

No.11 What time did you go to sleep last night?
Around 11pm after watching Seconds from Disaster

No.12 Where did you buy the t-shirt you wearing now?
KL. Cheap shirt available there. Haha.

No.13 Is someone in your mind right now?
What do you think....

No.14 Who was the last person to text you?
Does Starhub consider a person??

No.15 Would you consider yourself spoilts?
I am still functioning well. Still can walk. Still can sit. No screws are loosen.

2008-12-02T19:15:00.003+08:00

Date: 1-5 December 2008
Day: Monday - Friday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: It's not OVER

It's over isn't it. Or maybe not. The 5 days ordeal was finally over for now. It never be a great one to have so difficult situation to go through.

You went into the test venue only to realise that whatever you learn was not even enough to make you excel the paper. And the only way for you to manage a pass was to do a "trick". Shhh...

But for now, test is finally over. No more for that those. But the BIG TEST is coming. It coming and waiting to arrive by you door and say Hello to you. Don't be surprised cos "surprise" is for amateurs.

Scene 2: The Birthday ~~Boy~~ Teen

Many people are looking forward to their own birthday. But for me, I was looking MORE forward cos it was the first time it fell on the school days. Oh no, I was not looking for the birthday bash, even though I got it accidentally.

So ya,I got a mark on my right cheekbone due to the "bash" by Shawn. He kicked the door very hard that the door slam onto my face. That's hurt. Haha. I got a blueblack on my left thumb due to the "bash" by the table. Even the table bashed me up.

I am not looking forward to next year if it fell on school days, I might get bash up by unliving things.

Thanks to those who treated me on the post birthday:D All I can say is thank you.

Scene 3: The Fall

Shawn was happy since he finally got his revenge after 2 years of waiting.

It was wet. A wet condition which make slipper wearer fear the most. You can slip but if you are lucky, you will not slip. If your luck is lower than the others, pray that you don't fall real hard.

My luck was higher on my birthday but was the lowest the day after. On my birthday, I nearly slipped on the LRT stairs but managed to stand firm on the ground. But such luck did not exist when I want it the most.

It was a wet and thunderous afternoon. Alex and I was walking real slow against the wet walkway while Ashiq and Shawn was walking at their normal speed. We joke around to ensure that Shawn did not suffer the same fate he got last time. But this time it was me.

The thunder must plan it way through. It was like next to us. The sound was deafening. We had no way to defend ourselves against the mother nature. Alex covered his ears to prevent any further shock to his ears. But I was totally defendless.

It send a shock straight into my nerve, and I lost my balance and had a great fall on the stairs. But I managed to grab on Shawn (if you had to die, die with someone.HAHA). He was strong to prevent me from falling but the damaged was already done.

I got a painful scar on my left leg. What a luck. I walked with the extrem pain on my leg.

Scene 4: Picture Time

2008-11-15T09:31:00.003+08:00

Date: 14 November 2008
Day: Friday
Time start: 1400hours
Time end: 2100hours

Scene 1: The Obedient Rain

The morning clear cloud was there. But no one could predict what will happened in the afternoon. Weather changes dramastically. It may be hot, but later it will rain. No one can predict the weather, even the weather forecasy can be wrong.

The afternoon came. The cloud look fined, but at about 1.45pm, the cloud turn grey and soon it started to rain. Not all the hope was destroyed as it was still early. The rain stopped after 10minutes of downpour. A good sign. But grey clouds are still there.

By 4pm, the sun was up again. The ray of light was shining the neighbourhoodbut it was accompanied by rain. Drizzling rain. But by the time I stepped out of the house, the rain seemed to be stopped and let the sun worked it way through.

Scene 2: Alone in the Wild

I can't believe that I can just reach TP in 30 minutes. Ya, in 30minutes. Either my handphone clock is late or the bus was in hurry. Either way, I reached there too early. Alone in the wild.

By the time I reached the minimart bus-stop,two bus 27 came. I took the second one. I thought the bus journey would took me at least 30minutes to Tampines ( the night ride took me almost 30 minutes from Tampines to Sengkang).

By the time I reached the stadium's bus-stop, bus 23 arrived. I took it and soon I realised that I was way too early. As a result, I was alone in the wild in an unknown territory.

Scene 3: The Wait

As I was early, that means I had to wait for the others for another 30minutes. But they did not come half an hour later. The earliest one was Alex, who came 15minutes later from the designated meeting time. Then Shao Hui, Ezal and lastly Ashiq.

Even Ezal came earlier than Ashiq who live just nearby. Haha. Finally the wait was over and we off to the designated meeting point.

Scene 4: Rafie, The Centre Back

I purposely choose centre-back as I know I could not even my favourite position as a right back. I am not those soccer player who trained almost every week.I only played soccer when I ahve the mood to play. And to play a right back, I guess that will be the last thing I will do. Centre back seem a more reasonable position.

I had played couple of that position before. During the NPCC AREA 7 soccer 7 aside. So ya,I guess I am more suitable for it even though I am SHORT!!!

Mr Kelvin Ong was my patner for the first half. Initially he was the last man, but somehow he asked me to take the task of last man. And THATS HARD cos I don't know the name of the lecturer who played the right and left back.

I must say he was in form yesterday. Don't ever look down on his soccer skill. His teaching may be =.=" but his skill was great.

For the first half, starting line is: Mr Kelvin Ong (CB), Rafie (CB), Ashiq (LWF), Ezal (RWF).

For the second half, starting line; Mr Kelvin Ong (GK), Rafie (CB), Shao Hui (RB), Alex (LB and some weird position)

Substitute used: Akilesh (LWF), Chutipon (RB)

That's all I knew about who played which position. The rest was SP lecturer

Scene 5: The final score

Temasek Poly Staff 4-2 Singapore Poly Staff

Damn. We lost. But everyone played well. We were leading 2-1 before they took another 3 goals.

I made a couple of error, including on foul throw and my poor knowledge of offside which led to a goal. Overall, I impressed with my performance before being subbed out for the last 10 minutes or so.

Mr Kelvin Ong was solid as a centre-back but was rock as a goal-keeper. He made a fine save, especially during 1 on 1 situation. Alex made a nice tackle and Ashiq who made his marker look like a fool. Ezal constantly pushing back to support the right back.

In short, everyone played their part.

Scene 6: The full-time team talk

Well, only the staff listened to it. The 05 and 06 was talking among ourselves. Haha. And guess who gave the talk, it was the captain, Mr Kelvin Ong. Haha. He talked like a pro.

He kept calling me "Ali". Since when my name change to Ali. Haha.

I came home with a 1cm cut on my palm.

2008-11-12T20:41:00.002+08:00

Date: 12 November 2008
Day: Wednesday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: Rain oh Rain

For the past few days, rain is not uncommon. Day or night, there will be rain. At least.

But today's morning was a rare sight. Not only it was not raining, but the hope of light was shining through brightly from the dozen of clouds. When there was light, there always a hope. It was a sunny bright morning.

But as time goes by, the clear skies turn into dark. The ray of lights was gone in a second. Droplet of rain started to fall and thunder was heard. The hope was gone and so do our hopes of playing soccer against Mr Kelvin Ong's team.

Scene 2: Shine on, Field

The ray of light maybe gone. But we still hold on to the hope. From 6pm, the time was drag to 615pm. But by then, the rain just get heavier and...In the end we played passing on the area outside FC5 while chatting with Mr Kelvin Ong.

Earlier on, while waiting for 615pm to come, we past by the field. It was spectacular sight. Maybe it was a sign of hope.

Clear cloud was going to form, just directly above the field while the surrounding was a dark cloud. It was drizzling. But the sight of having clear cloud above the field enlighten our heart. An amazing sight.

A sight which not created by human. A rareful sight. It was like a spotlight on the centre stage. The light was on the field while the surrounding was dark. If only I could capture that sight, it will be amazing.

Scene 3: And off you slipped

Playing passing around beside FC5 and the ball suddenly strayed away from the course. Neither Alex nor I have a long leg to stop the ball. So the ball choose it own path and came across a path of a guy.

The guy was...I DON'T KNOW WHAT HE WAS TRYING TO DO. But I assume that he was trying to avoid the venom of the ball. But somehow the venom already made his leg went giddy and soon he mis-step and fell.

I went over to help the guy.

Me: Are you okay?
Guy: *nod*
Me: Are you okay?
Guy: *nod* *nod*

I helped him up with the help of another guy.

Kelvin Ong: Are you okay?
Guy: *see Kelvin Ong in a weird way* *thumb up*

Shawn: That bastard went to help.

Well, he refer it to me cos he fell in front of me before and I did not even help him. Instead I laughed=X

And after the guy went off, we laughed at his clumsiness. Okay, that's bad. Haha

2008-11-11T19:08:00.003+08:00

Date: 10 November 2008
Day: Monday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: 8.5mm disaster

The job was dirty, tough and long. Ashiq, Nazri, Shawn and me was doing "Tube Flaring and Installation"

It's dirty cos of the abrasive paper. Those who work with "wet-and-dry paper" during DnT will know how dirty it can be.

It was tough cos it involved calculation. And it was long because it was not a short process=.="

Before doing the actual work, we are given time to practice making the flare of diameter at least 8.5mm. That was the terrible job for me. Maybe the flaring did not like me or I did not do the job properly. Either way, my biggest diameter was only 8.4mm!!

Maybe to you all, to get 8.4mm was quite an achievement. BUT I HAD DONE FOR ALMOST MORE THAN 15 TIMES. The smallest was 7.1mm and biggest was 8.4mm. Gosh.

Nazri: Pity him.

The final actual installation, I asked Shawn to do the flaring since my flaring might not even make it.

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Date: 11 November 2008
Day: Tuesday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: Money Saving

It's hard to save money on food. So today was the rare opportunity to save money. And who don't want to save money if he can save up to $10.

We ate pizza worth $262. YA! It's worth $262. But it was not surprising. My class was a BIG EATER. We orders 98 chicken wings and drumstick!!! 98!!! Hahaha. That's how BIG EATER my class is.

But fear not, it was not we paid. It was our tutor who paid all the expenses. Poor thing. That's why being lecturer was BAD choice. But the school cover up the cost since each student entitled $7.50 each.

What a BIG SAVER today. haha.

Scene 2: Winter and Autumn

Cheese and Chilli is common in every pizza hut outlet.

Most of them pour it in a considerable amount. But for me, it was like winter time and autumn time. I will pour the cheese like dozen of snow falling from the sky non-stop. And pour the chilli as if the dead leaves is falling from the branches.

Anyway, it's free. Must use their resources. Haha.

Scene 3: Wild Wild Wet Basketball

The rain was drizzling. The floor was wet and slippery. The rain was getting rougher each minute but never too heavy to stop us from playing.

And playing under such condition was never a good choice. We were all doing "stunt" I slipped and fall when trying to go for the basket. There was all sort of moment which made us stopped playing and laugh out loud.

It's wild and it's wet for us.

Scene 4: Watery sock

we went to MechII lecture with wet socks and shoes. The moment we entered the class, we took out our shoes and socks. We went to the back of the classroom and squeeze our socks.

The water water UNDRINKABLE. HAHA.

HAPPY 7th Month!!

Both are from her =D

2008-11-05T17:50:00.002+08:00

Date: 5 November 2008
Day: Wednesday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: The Silent Train

Went to school with Robin, Ivan and Jia Hui. As usual, we will meet Jia Hui at Seragoon station.

Everything was normal. The train was not that pack of people. The train made a smooth journey to Outram Park. The train was fast.

But the only problem was the train was MUTE. There was no announcement on where it was. It was silent all the way. We had to look out for the sign in order not to miss Outram Park.

I guess those who are sleeping might think that they had not rech their destination. Goodnight to them. It was a best moment to sleep without any disturbance.

Scene 2: Obama Fever

Okay, Obama won the USA presidential seat. And who don't know that. TV are showing it. Unless you are sleeping one or never turn on your TV.

But who really in between lesson watch the live election? I guess no one do that, except for me and Ashiq. Ya, we did that. We search online for the live coverage of it. And thanks to BBC, we managed to see the election for at least 3hours without being disturb ( I wonder how I managed to draw out my aerofoil using CATIA when watching).

When I first found the website, Obama was losing 5 seat behind McCain. But as times grew, Obama was leading like 100+ seat. Cool!!!

So in the end, after that fight, McCain dropped while Obama won.

Scene 3: High School Musical 3

Watch HSM3 with her. Was surprised to see actually there was many audiences watching it. I thought it will be a few since the movie was already into its first week of screening. lol.

The movie was okay. Maybe 3 out of 5. High School Musical 1 is still the best. The part where Troy and Chad doing ninja dance remind me of POWER RANGER NINJA STORM!!=.=''

I like the last part where they form the "wildcat".It was so nice. Haha.

Next movie will be: "Good news: We will land immediately; bad news: A crash land" Guess what movie. Haha.

F-15. Remind me of the fighter jet, F15-SG.

She is shy!!!

2008-10-30T19:35:00.004+08:00

Will be a post of yesterday and today.

Date: 30 October 2008
Day: Thursday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: Fire? Or Fire Drill

Is there a fire? If it really a fire, then where the fire? THREE fire engines, ONE ambulances and ONE police car outside CP. That means it was a BIG business.

But I don't find the sign of fire. To prevent myself to label as KPO, I took a quick glance and moves my eyes left right up down without inviting any look ( detective at work=X ) But sad to say, there was none which had black soot or sign of damages.

Maybe the firefighters worked extra hard to make the soot disappear. Or maybe there was no fire at all. Nevertheless, to have THREE fire engines, ONE ambulances and ONE police car coming together was AMAZING sight in the morning.

The painful tear

It seem to be prefect when my group had done with the final set of reading, calcultion ans some theory answer. And then came the neatness which worth 2 marks. Well, maybe not alot but it seem a giveaway marks for practical.

So we have to erase our working on the paper and wrote it on the graph paper itself. Then came Ashiq. He rub the working and tore the paper. Wahaha. A strong man at work. And we had to transfer the data to a new paper.

While all the other groups had left the room, left my group. But we managed to get the work done in time and never let Ashiq hold the eraser. For that moment. LOL

Scene 3: Save the ball

It not a ideal place to play basketball when you had to "risk" yourself from getting wet while saving the stray ball.

We played basketball at this weird position. Behind the goal, there is grass. And among the grass, there is a pool of water. So each time we made a air ball or the ball went out of play, the possibility of the ball hit the wet area was high.

First was Alex. He was the first hero. To save the ball, but nearly can't save himself. He managed to save himself but somehow, the ball roll down the mini slope and hit the water area. The ball was wet.

Next up was me. The unfortunate hero. I shot and I got to save that ball from being wet. Haha. But the most unfortunate one was Matthew. He had to dry the ball each time the ball was wet.

Each time the ball went out for play, we had a great laugh to see how we saved the ball. LOL.

Scene 4: Crazy pool

What happened if you got only 5 minute to play another round of pool? Will you be able to finish the game in time?

We booked for an hour round of pool by 6 person. And ya, 6 person played the pool at the same time. That's mean 3 per group. So first we played the group by school-ist (sexist=X),then by the colour of our shirt, followed by name. All together 4 round in an hour.

Since most of us playing are a soccer fan, we treat the pool table as soccer field and there we go playing the pool like how we played soccer. With tactic blocking the goal=.="

And with 5 minutes to go, we went into gung-ho mode. And people must thought we are crazy. Praying that each other's ball will not go in. Lol. And end up we went into "injury time".

And that was went I taste WINNING for the first time. Wahaha

Scene 5: Birthday Girl

Happy 17th birthday to you, my girl!!!

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Date: 31 October 2008
Day: Friday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Scene 1: Unproductivity

He said to us to be productive. And in order to be productive, we must come before 9am and not on 9am, Must be sitted at 9am and start the lesson start away. So many tried to come before 9am.

But today, without a word, he was not even there at 9am. And soon 15min past, he still not here. 06 already made the move. And soon 05 made our move. But instead we made the move to MM office to complain. But actually they never complain, they asked about where the hell is the unproductive lecturer.

Imagined the whole class crowd round the office. Like as if go for a riot. LOL. Tsk tsk tsk.

Scene 2: There's a kid in me

Hakim and Wei Jie said I behaved like a small kids despite my age. LOL.

Wei Jie: You are so irritating
Me: *stare at him*
Hakim: Yalor, so irritating and annoying. I thought who shout my name.
Me: I shouted *with some moves*
Hakim: Going to be 20 still act like kid
Wei Jie: Our senior somemore.
Me: There's a kid in me *pointing to my heart*

We all laugh.

Hakim: Old.
Shawn: Pakcik.
Me: I am still young at heart.

Scene 3: Birthday Boy

Happy 15th Birthday to my brother!!!

2008-10-28T19:26:00.002+08:00

Date: 28 October 2008
Day: Tuesday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Today, there were pretty a lot of interesting scenes. And I shall try to keep it short and SWEET!!! All the scenes are placed according to the time when it started.

Scene 1: Ashiq's "Wife"

This will only be understand by the 7 of us. Haha. For those don't understand this, well, jst pretend this thing never exist.

We were eating our lunch at KFC (gosh, I had eaten 3 fastfood meals in 2 days). And we saw Ashiq's "wife" Well, it all started with Shawn. He was the first one to notice it and told us.

Despite the plea to change the seat, we still sat there. But never I thought Hakim almost choke whiel eating when we asked him to turn behind and see for himself what we saw.

Well, the view was...=.='' Almost kill our appetite. Or maybe almost kill Hakim on the spot when he saw it. Hahaha.

Scene 2: The Crocodile

Still at the same place. There came a two animal mascots, Crocodile and Monkey. They were advertising some Okto Live thingy. Well, the Crocodile was so hyper. Kept disturbing people and FLIRT with GIRLS. Must be the Crocodile is a flirty one. Wahaha.

Then the Crocodile was just near our table and talking.

Me: Why the crocodile can talk?

I guess it heard me and move towards my table.

Crocodile: Ya, I can talk.

We laughed. And I WILL CONCLUDE THAT CROCODILES ARE ALL DEAF!!!

Me: Can you swim?
Crocodile: Of course *pause* What song you want me to sing?

DID I SAY I WANT IT TO SING!?!?LOL. Shawn is getting irritated by the presence of the Crocodile.

Shawn: Can you go away? We want to eat.
Crocodile: Err,okay. Bye.

Scene 3: A talk with Shawn

We always talk crap. And I guess he is the only one in 05 who can tolerate my nonsense.

We talked about who is smarter, during Mech II tutorial class. Me or Him? And up to today, we still havent decide who smarter. LOL.

Shawn: Do you think I smart?
Me: I guess.
Shawn: Am I smarter than you?
Me: Not as smart as me
Shawn: *glum*

While doing the tutorial,he got some error.

Me: Your BMD wrong.
Shawn: Isit?

I show him the correct way.

Shawn: Woah, you are smart.
Me: Of course, I always smart.
Shawn: I also smart.
Me: Ya, you are smart. But I am smarter. Haha. You can't beat me.
Shawn: I will beat you one day.
Me: Cannot, cos I always move higher than you.

Scene 4: A talk with Shawn Part II

During mass lecture,

Me: Go home, I want to study and beat all the muggers.
Shawn: Me too. I want to beat them and also beat you.
Me: What the hell.

Scene 5: A way home with her

Well, it always interesting journey way home with her. And she cut her hair!!! I like her new hairstyle. I always mess up her hair=X

2008-10-23T20:34:00.002+08:00

Date: 23 October 2008
Day: Thursday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

1.2.3. 3 first aidesr in one family?? Isn't that too much for one family? Or maybe not three, maybe it will be 4, if I were to count my brother who is now currently serving his NS. He learn some basic CPR there. Maybe it's 4 first aider in a family of 5. Haha.

I got my licence recently. It worth 3 years of life-saving licence. And now I wondering if a watch is a must now. Nah, I won't be that unlucky to have someone collapse in front of me. I REALLY HOPE NO ONE EVER COLLAPSE IN FRONT OF ME!!! Seriously, I just what I learnt in there will be different scenario in a real world.

In the classroom, all the scenario was like ideal. A setting where there lies no danger. But in the real world, it will be a mixture of things. So how will I fare? I may had passed in the class,but will I really able to apply what I had learn to out there? I doubt so...

But whatever it is, I will try my best. BUT, the people out there, PLEASE REFRAIN YOURSELF FROM COLLAPSING INFRONT OF ME!!! WAHAHA.

Why does people love to win? By winning, will they feel that they had achieve something meaningful?

And really I don't give a damn when you, the stranger, said " Come forward when one on one so that you will cover the angle" Like I listen to you. I only play for fun and who are you to say that to me.It not even a competition. Even my friends don't tell me what to do, cos they know that I only play for fun.

Tsk...Why must people think that they will only be happy if they win. Is winning is everything? Why can't they just have fun? To me, I just to have fun is everything.

When you are having fun, you will not even be bother about winning of losing. Even losing will become winning once you have F-U-N.

Okay, if only people think the way as I am. Haha. To me, winning or losing is just a part of FUN. Cheers.

2008-10-16T19:45:00.004+08:00

Date:16 October 2008
Day: Thursday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

I am lazy to write in a FULL paragraph. So I will adopt a LAZY way to post my entry

1. There was NO Mechanics practical. So there was early break in the morning.

2. I said "Roller SKATE" instead of "Roller BLADE".

3. I still aims for FIGHTER PILOT rather than COMMERCIAL PILOT.
It will be hard but I will try my best. Fighter Pilot will be my top priority for now.

4. During CEM (Linear Algebra and Vectors), I was damn bored and start to draw....

5. I NEED to CHANGE!!!
I am so sorry. I got to stop this addiction.

2008-10-14T21:18:00.001+08:00

Date: 14 October 2007
Day: Tuesday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

School had started. Well, it's boring!!! I want back my holidays!!! Give me back my holiday!!! Tsk. Nothing much really happened since it was only the second day of school. Not all lecturers are being introduced to us. But from what I see, this semester is MAD!!! Gosh, 3 modules are 5 credits. There goes my sleeping time in class. Must force myself to listen no matter what. Lol.

Yesterday was 5hours of Aircaft Maintenance Practices (AMP). An hour of tutorial, an hour of lecture and 3 hours of practical. Well, end up the 3hours of practical was dragged to 4hours!!! Well done.

Okay, back to today.

What happened if a ball went inside to a place where you can go in easily but may end up staying in there? And what happened if you decide not to go toa proper channel to take the ball? So who do you call or seek help? That's where you have to help yourself=x

During break, was hanging around with 05 outside of the Squash Court. And then came a basketball ball. So Ashiq, Alex, Shawn and me used the ball to play soccer. Passing around the square with trick or what-so-ever.
For those who know the SP Squash Court will notice that there is two "open" court nearest to the the basketball court. So we decided to play there while the rest of 05 was there too slacking all the way.

So...I act smart by doing some kids trick and the ball went high up and never make it way to either 3 of them. Instead it went into the Squash Court. Oh well...WHAT A LUCK. IN all the places, why must it made its way inside the court where ones must ask the key from some department. Or better still, where ones can climb in but might have trouble climb out.

Guess what, when the ball went in, the 05 gangs was laughing but there some KPOs who also laughed and clapped. I guess the KPOs got nothing better to do than cheering the ball up=.=''

Since it was not under my admin card, I must get inside the court somehow and take the ball out. So while the rest was discussing on how to enter it, I already make up my mind. Some suggested taking the keys from don't know where and using the dustbin to climb. Haha. They came out with funny ideas. Breaking the glass door. Using pin to open the door. LOL.

But in the end, I climbed in. Oh well, not difficult to climb in since the sole of my shoe n the glass panel is not slippery. Friction helped me in with the help of Han Yong supporting my butt. LOL. So, the ball was saved but not me. Cos it will be a difficult task for me to climb out. But I AM SMART. If there a way, go Rafie's way. It will save you ( I hope so).

I went to the middle of the court and ran towards the glass panel. Not a full speed as I don't want to to have a full impact on the glass panel. Approaching the glass panel, swang my arm upwards with the fingers grabbed the top end of the panel. With the right momentum, I swung my body upwards. And off I am out of the court, once again with Han Yong help pulling me down.

A NEW SPIDERMAN was born=.='' Then gosh, I was like hero!!! People clapped like as if I saved someone helped. So paiseh. Wahaha. Thank you for supporting the new local hero. LOL.

I guess that's all.

How to be productive if ones did not study hard at home???

2008-10-07T13:44:00.000+08:00

Date: 6 October 2008
Day: Nil
Time start: Nil
Time end: NIl

Shawn was happy to know that I got the same GEMS with him and Ashiq. He said that I better get the same GEMS with him. I think he was sad to know that I unable to secure the same GEMS as him during my first appointment. In my first appointment which at 10am, I could not secure the GEMS we decided on the previous day,so I "manage" to secure Know Your Right. That was because my finger was not fast enough. Tsk.

9pm. My second appointment. My finger learnt its mistake. This time, my finger was faster than ever. Drop "Know Yoour Rights" and quickly secure "Personal Financial Planning" And Shawn was happy. Or maybe excited. Or maybe no word can describe his feeling. Wahaha. So once again, Shawn, Ashiq and I will be in the same group in the same GEMS.

Okay, I know it is a long time since I update my blog. People might think I am dead (touch the tree trunk) Or I emigrate (I wish I can, I want go to the Island where there nobody except for NOTHING.HAHA). No,no, neither I am dead or emigrating,I am still here, only that I am lazy to update my blog. Cos? I am lazy.

So since I am lazy, I shall keep my post short. Bye.

2008-09-27T00:41:00.001+08:00

Date: Nil
Day: Nil
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

I promised this will be a short post. But if it seem long to you,well I apologised cos promise is meant to be broken. Hahaha.

Today was the start of the first F1 race in Singapore. And the first time it held during the night time. Was very excited even though I was not involved (seem regret for not waiting for the F1 interview. HAHA). Nonetheless, I had been following the news regarding the Singapore Grand Prix closely. Mind you, I read every single article regarding it. Eh, I am not a maniac in F1. I was introduce to it by my father during years ago. More than 5 years I guess.

And watch the practice session on TV. I am not rich to buy the ticket okay. Maybe when I start working then I will buy. Haha. I must say I was impressed with the lighting. While the surrounding was pitch dark, the track was brightly lit up. It so contrast and yet beautiful with the background is the CBD area.

And that LAST CORNER!!!! It fun to watch the cars making a "drift" there. Going at over 300kmh into the start/finish line, that last corner seem deadly. Just now, there seem to be a couple of cars went haywire in there. Hope to see more crashes during the race day =x

Alright, as I am excited about Singapore Grand Prix, I hope it will end soon cos

I MISS HER!!!!!!!

2008-09-21T15:53:00.002+08:00

Date: Nil
Day: Nil
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Wanting to blog yesterday but I totally forgot about it.

" I know you love her and like to protect her but something is beyond you control"

A guy who I messaged will know this very well. I don't expect him to read this cos I don't even think he know I got a blog. But even if he read this, it's not my problem at all. Cos blog is for the public.=D

I know guys like to protect his girls from any potential danger. But don't you think that sometimes guys are over-protecting the girls...?Okay, I am not biased here. I am a guy. I supporting neither side as this come from an experience which happened on Friday.

Talking about potential danger, which include harrassment from the girl's ex boyfriend or any stranger who look so chikopek and etc. But is it called a potential danger if a girl quarrelling with her ex about certain things, such as the past? I don't see any danger involved. So why act like as if you are the knight on the horse, trying to save the queen?

Don't tell me you hate to see the girl cry or what so ever. I know guys don't like to see their girls sad but there certain things that will make your girl sad or cry. And don't because of a quarrel between your girl and her ex, you turn into a "hero". It will never solve the problem between them if you try to step in into their conversation. The worse thing you will do is to make your girl hate you for destroying some friendship.

Don't make a threat cos it will haunt you. Threat is only for cowards. And threat won't work on me cos I got law above me, protecting me from harm.

Okay, see the scenario. Well, don't worry. It does not involved me.I am just an innocent passer-by who was caught in a cross fire. But before I was an innocent passer-by, I was already involved cos I was protecting someone. So ya, the guy and I started to shoot each other. Of course, I was the one who make thing worst. But to be able to make things worst, I am able to make things cool down. Wahaha. Perhaps that my ability=x Rare=x

And then, being a small kid (pardon me, but I still think you are immatured) he made a threat to someone close to me. I was going to reply even more worst sentence but I got to protect the someone and not to make thing worst. Then from there I was using those calm yet reasonable word. And it works. LOL.

But whether it over or not between the guy and his gf's ex, I shall not disturb them. But if he try to act as hero again, I don't mind playing the "dragon" again. Haha... But I prefer to play as a mediator. LOL.

Let them settle their problem unless you are able to settle for them. Cos you might end up hurting their friendship and for that, you will be hate. It not worth.

And for those who trying to act as mediator, don't be stupid to worsen thing up (that more like for me). Act as a neutral party (I will try to act as one if such incident happened).

2008-09-18T13:53:00.002+08:00

Date: Nil
Day: Nil
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Two days of anxiousness. Results were out yesterday and today.

17 September 2008

COURSE: DIPLOMA IN AERONAUTICAL ENGINEERING STAGE 2A

MODULE CODE-----MODULE---------------------------GRADE
MS6221----ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS III--------------A
LC0503----REPORT WRITING AND PRESENTATION----------B
MM2206----ENGINEERING DESIGN-----------------------B
MM2504----FUNDAMENTALS OF FLIGHT-------------------B
MM2308----ENGINEERING MATERIALS II-----------------B+
MM2021----COMPUTER AIDED MACHINING AND METROLOGY---B+
LC304A----FILM APPRECIATION------------------------C
MM2514----AIRCRAFT STRUCTURES AND REPAIR-----------C+

Semester GPA: 3.115
Cumulative GPA: 3.48

Above my expectation. I was expecting at GPA of 3.3 but it was 3.48. Worst than the previous semester but still above 3. I was glad. ACC was a miracle. Never expect it be be C+. Nonetheless I am happy with it.

18 September 2008

COURSE: CERTIFICATE IN ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS STAGE 2A

MODULE CODE----MODULE--------------GRADE
MS8110----DIFFERENTIAL EQUATIONS-----D

Semester GPA: 1
Cumulative GPA: 2.9

WAH!!!!! What went wrong?? I get another D. This time is not due to behaviour but due to my ability to perform well. Why? What really went wrong? I really can't believe I got a D.I mean for all the test I got above 70%. That shuld atleast secure me a B but this is way off.

Compare this to my EM2, which I got A, this is far more than worst. I mean both the module is almost the same. What I studied for DE also came out for EM2, only that EM2 is much more easier. So what went wrong...

WHAT WENT WRONG!?!?!?

2008-09-16T18:20:00.001+08:00

Date: 16 September 2008
Day: Tuesday
Time start: 0800
Time end: 1600

Saying goodbye may be a routine when we are separated from our friends on the way back home from school, work etc. In short, saying goodbye is somehow easy. But what about saying goodbye to your loved ones? Whether they are still alive or have gone back to where they belong to.

Saying goodbye was the hardest thing for me to do when sending off my brother for his 3 months BMT in Pulau Tekong. I did not even turn my back to wave at him cos I know I can't bear to see his face. Ya, it's only 3 months with the first 2 weeks as his confinement week. But still, it still a long way to go. 2 weeks without him, well, I don't know. Maybe I am too independent on him. Either way,I know I am going to miss him. Badly.

Take care Ridzuan=D And OCS is waiting for you. Do your best=D

Went to send off my brother with my parents. Reach Pasir Ris quite early and had to wait till the right tiem before boarding the bus. The ferry was class. Just like the ferry go to Batam. But I don't know about the ferry going to Batam look like ah. Anyhow guess.LOL. It was a slow journey by sea. Cos the ferry was not even moving at a full throttle.

"Welcome to Pulau Tekong"

The electronic board greeted us. Got separated. Went on the tour around the school. The school was NICE!!!! I mean the building ah. See here and there before observing the new recruits taking their oath. Haha.

Felt proud when singing the national anthem once again. After a a long missing of the song since the secondary graduation, it is a long time since I sang the national anthem. Just feel great. Wahaha. Then after that, "reunite" with my brother. But for a while before we went back to the mainland.

And that was the first time I stepped onto the soil where almost all Singaporean boys turn into men. And I know it will not be my last cos two years down the round it will be my turn. And I am going to go for my brother's POP and ORD. It will be during school days, but I am not going to miss it.

I am going to miss you

2008-09-14T17:12:00.001+08:00

Date: Nil
Day: Nil
Time start:Nil
Time end: Nil

It was a long time since I last updated. Just felt there no reason for me to post on during holiday. As you all know, during holiday I am working. From morning to night. Sometimes, it is tiring but sometimes it quite relax. Either way, I am too lazy to blog.

How often will someone appear before you after viewing your friendster account? But how often is that someone is someone who you did not see for years, maybe like 4 years ago. And that's why they said the world is small.
I never expect to meet my ex-NPCC instructor at the RSAF Open House weeks ago. But I never expect to see another of my ex-NPCC instructor. But this time, not at public place. But it's at my house. To be exact, in my house. Raymond Sir was right before my eyes.

So here, what happened. As usual, I spent my time sitting at home playing computer. And suddenly, there someone at the door. So, first reaction was some salesperson. I don't bother to go out. My brother did. And he was surprise. So another reaction from me was, the salesperson was my brother's friend. And off they talk while I am still having a mindset that the salesperson was his friend. They talked and talked, but all about NS=x

And then suddenly, my brother asked me out, probably to meet his "friend". And tadah, it was not his friend, it was our ex-NPCC instructor. And I went WOW!!! It's RAYMOND SIR!!! Never expect to see him. But I left my brother and him to talk cos he shoo me away and said," I will talk to you in 2years times" Booo... So the "salesperson" was actually our ex-NPCC sir who now working with army and conducting random survey on the future NSmen. For your info, my brother is going for his NS next tuesday.Wahaha...SERVE HIM RIGHT=x

Anyway, back to the topic. Ya, I still remember he scolded me in front of the unit during on of the camp (those who see the event will remember this). And also he scolded me, Ahmad and Faizal for playing truancy. LOL. Only the 3 of us knew what happened next. It was like =.=''

Anyway, it is a pleasure to meet him again=D

Shall let Him show me the way

2008-08-29T17:33:00.005+08:00

Part 1: RSAF Open House Preview 2008 (29th August 2008)

Let's the picture say the words

WARNING: For those who can't stand aircraft, please don't scroll down. It may kills.

Special appearance: Aston Sir.Remember him fellow CVSS NPCC cadets??? He is now the man behind the defence scene. I asked him to pose and he pose just like that=.=''

The journey starts from here

A4 Skyhawk; just like in SP

Welcome to the RSAF Open House 2008

Black Knight model

C130 Flight Simulator

My future??? Maybe. LOL

Well, this guy was giving them a lecture of ENGINES!!! And they paid attentively to him, or I guess not=x

Repair patch found at one of the aircraft

C130

Chinook

The butt of Chinook

The real Black Knight

UAV command centre

The Reds Lion but it's green=x

Courteosy of Ezal

End of Part 1.

Part 2 will be consist of the video. It is still under maintenance...

2008-08-22T19:46:00.000+08:00

Date: 22 August 2008
Day: Friday
Time start: 1400
Time end: 1610

Oh, why must you make my life miserable? Why must you do that straight into my face? I thought I could be able to handle you easily. Yesterday, I could only do you in just less than an hour. But today you prove me wrong. You did not even let me have the chance to show you how loyal I am. And if there something you wanted me to know today, it will be this,"You don't know me that well"

Oh well, 5 months with you and yet, I know nothing. And only yesterday, I tried my best to know you even more. I thought I had succeed. I thought I am confident in winning you over. I thought I was the happiest person on earth. I thought you will love me. But, that was just my dream. You scattered my hope. You destroy my confidence. And in fact, you making me hate you the most.

Oh well, I guess I have no regret in saying goodbye to you. I hope I will not see you again. I have let you go sincerely, please let me go. I just don't want to see you again for fearing of the same things will happened. I might not be able to withstand another setback. I have learnt my lesson so I beg that you give me a chance to move on despite of what I had done to you. We will meet again if fate want us together. Till that apart, let's we took a different path. You take your own path while I took mine. Goodbye, ACC.

I had done my best to make you proud but it seem that you are just to hot to handle. The way I stare at you was not the way you start at me just now. Your stare was cold and enough to freeze me. And oh well, you make me freeze for a moment just now. I was blank for the first time I met you in my eyes. All this while, I only heard you from far. Today, you and I came together sit at one table and you gave me hell instead of the romance I want. Goodbye ACC.

I wish you to whoever dates you will get next semester. I hope I will not see you again. I guess I must let you down. Either way, it is nice to meet you. It nice to spend time with you,ACC.

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What the fuck!?!?!? What I studied and focused so hard did not even make it way inside the exam paper. No calculation at all. I was prepared for the calculation if it were to come out but NONE came out. Oh well. I was the first to peek inside the paper (I always do that during examination) and I went WOW. Ask Kelvin (who sit on my right but a row behind) about the 3 types of surface coating. He stunned. Why? Because no one asked us to focus on that. We were asked to focus on certain topic. But a few from the focus topic came out.

You can see people started to walk off like an hour later with their face (gone case). I can even see Augustine (who sat beside me) counting his mark. Wahaha. People just shaking their head while doing.

I am surprised that my 8marks answer is longer than my 14marks answer. And ever heard people putting answer as NLB? Well only in that paper,it happened. One of the question is," where you can find such regulation and ...... in singapore" Well, my friend put NLB. Wahaha.

The paper, in one word, SUCKS.

2008-08-20T20:06:00.000+08:00

Date: 20 August 2008
Day: Wednesday
Time start: 0900
Time end: 1300

Oh oh...Despite my busy exam schedule, I still can blog. Oh well, today was exceptional because firstly, I wanted to blog ans secondly, I am lazy to study. No mood to study. Can't force my brain to work. And therefore here I am.

Today was my first semester exam paper. Oh well, can't say it easy. But can't say it's hard. Okay okay. Targetted mark for today was 87. Why 87? Why so odd number? It was because I need to get at least 87 to get A for my this module. But after experiencing the paper itself, I am more happy if I can passed the paper.
Almost can't do the first question in section C. Suddenly came out dry thrust=.='' What the fuck was that. And it was just an additional information which was there for display. But I was smart to use it and end up with some smart answer popped up on the answer booklet. Oh well...

As predicted, I could not calculate the right landing distance for the SQ flight. And that's mean the plane crashed. Wee~~~!!!And so will be my marks. But but I am happy cos I can do an bonus mark question. It will compensate my landing distance mark. Wahaha...A working worth 3marks. I can do it.LOL. Happy for a short period of time.

Did not bother about asking for the right answer after the exam end cos I know I might just feeling hurt at the end. Wahaha.

And Ivan drove me home. And he almost went to a wrong way. Wahaha. Thanks Ivan. It was a nice journey home, where we talked and talked. Talked about this and that. Wahaha.

Okay then. Till here I end my post.

2008-08-15T18:41:00.002+08:00

Date: 15 August 2008
Day: Friday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Place: Peking University Gymnasium, Beijing China.

48 years of waiting...
48 years of suffering...
48 years without any medal...
48 years later...
48 years later,A MEDAL IS FINALLY UNDER SINGAPORE HAND!!!

Finally, after 48 years, history will be made this Sunday. Singapore's table tennis woman team finally deliver a medal by beating South Korea 3-1 in the woman semifinal. By doing so, at least a silver medal is now under the hand of Singapore table tennis woman team. But I won't think they will fight for silver.=D

That's all for the post...
Back to Study.Haha

2008-08-14T20:21:00.002+08:00

Date: 14 August 2008
Day: Thursday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Came to school for ED (Engineering Design) test. Wahaha...That's mean 4 down, 5 to go. 5 main paper to go. And after that, it will be HOLIDAY!!!! 7 weeks of HOLIDAY. Woohoo...

What's OVERHANG LOAD?!?!?! Was struggling to find the load. I mean, I thought there will be a formulae to find the overhang load but I realised there wasn't. Flip every pages of the guide booklet, no formulae. For a moment, I was like OH SHIT!!! And every question was linked to each other. How well then had no choice but to do try and error method. And there is a lot of numbers to do. Slowly do each set of numbers to try to get 73.3%. But none was close. And the answer I got is 73%. Close right. But what I did was I add in "0.3" to the 73 in order for me to show the value is correct=x

And alot of proving question,I just add in value in order to prove the given value is correct. LOL. For the drawing part, Shawn's help me while I helped him for the gears part. LOL. That's what friends are for. I still can stand up and see Shawn's answer. LOL.

Then the four of us, Nazri, Ashiq, Shawn and I, ate at foodcourt 2 before heading down to Peninsula as Ashiq wants to buy guitar string or whatever it called for the guitar. Lol. Then Nazri went back home while the three of us walked aimlessly in the city before went back home.

Watched Evan Almighty. Ya ya ya. An old show. Lol. But who cares. If a show is nice to watch, anyone can watch it anytime right. Anyway, should I thanks FA for giving me the opportunities to analyse movie? I mean, it give me something to appreciate movies. Those secret message behind the movie. You know...Argh, forget it. Haha.

Anyway FA (Film Appreciation) test was yesterday. It's okay to come out with points but it's hard to write those points into an essay type. And I guess, some of the points I used are repeated. Who cares. It's over. Phew... No more worries about how to analyse a movie. Haha.

Windows Live Mail. I like it so much. It make my life easier. I can check all my 3 emails at one go. All I need is to use one email account and I am able to access all my 2 others email account. Cool. Save a lot of trouble of log in and out each time. But the only setback I faced was to send email. I still not sure how to send an email using Windows Live Mail. Haha. It will take times to get used sending email via it.

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Is it hard to spot a pregnant lady in MRT? Is it because of the tummy which is not big enough? Or is it pregnant lady is the same as fat lady( NO offence to those is big)? I mean let's see how many people gave up their seat when they see a pregnant lady. I guess not that much right.

Once I came across this lady. I was sitting. She was standing. And guess what, she had a tummy. But seriously, was she really pregnant or just, you know. I can't make up my mind, seriously. I was thinking, what if she is not pregnant. But what if she was pregnant? So in the end,I just assume that she is not pregnant. =x

One more was, I think it just a few days ago, I totally don't know that a lady in front of me was pregnant (and she actually pregnant. I saw the tummy when she alighting). I mean, she entered the train and she had her back facing me. She wearing like a gown just like what pregnant woman wear. But once again, some woman do wear that kind of gown right. And how do I even tell that she is pregnant when her back was facing me. But even if I never see it, I am sure the row infront of me will see the lady,whose tummy was right infront of their face, but none ever move their butt off their seat.

I donno, maybe pregnant woman should wear a card above their head to tell others that they are pregnant. Sometimes, it just hard to tell the different between pregnant and big tummy. And that's why I tried my best to not to sit during peak hour or sit to the rear of the train, where there is less pregnant lady or senior citizen.

Good luck to those who will be taking their semester exam soon...
For those who having holiday, enjoy your holiday...
For those who are waiting for NS, spend your time wisely in Singapore...
For those who read my blog, thank you for reading and don't forget to tag...
Cheers...

2008-08-08T20:24:00.000+08:00

Date: 8 August 2008
Day: Friday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

One day to go for the nation's 43rd birthday. By now, thousands of Singaporeans are already abroad for their holiday and another thousands will follow tomorrow and the day after. And it's not suprising for Singaporeans going overseas during the National Day. My family is one of the thousands=x But I am not interested in going overseas during national day. I rather stay at home and watch the parade.

Red - Universal brotherhood and equality of man
White - Pervading and everlasting purity and virtue
5 stars - A young nation on the ascendant
Cresent moon - Democracy, Peace, Progress, Justice and Equality

Okay...I am not giving any National Education talk here.And neither do I show off my skills in knowing the flag. I search the net for the meaning. Ya, that's mean I am a lousy Singaporean. Lol. But read on, and find the ugly side of Singaporeans when handling Singapore's flag.

Once I came across a forum at one of the newspaper saying that where is passion of putting singapore's flag at ones house. And at the end of the forum, the writer asked if Singaporeans are ignorant. And I wonder if really, Singaporeans are ignorant to their homeland. But I wish to differ.

And here what I find instead. As National Day are coming nearer and nearer, the entire estate in Singapore are being decorated by the flag and other stuff. The more loyal one will hang the flag outside their house. But I wonder if that loyal one is really loyal to Singapore. Why do I say like that?

It was because on several occasion, on my way home, I always looked up to HDB flat to see my homeland's flag and sad to say, how I wished they never really hang it in the first place. Some hang the flag wrongly. Maybe this acceptable as some got a cock eye which can't really which one is the front and which is the back.

But really which is unpleasant to see is, people just hang laundry on the state flag. STATE FLAG!!! Are they mad? Hanging their laundry, cover up the part of Singapore's flag. It was like," hello, no respect for the country isit?"

And now, who is the ignorant one? The one who never put the Singapore flag up or the one who put but cover it up with their dirty laundry?

Anyway, it's an hour before the 43rd Birthday day=D

2008-08-07T19:03:00.001+08:00

Date: 7 August 2008
Day: Thursday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

ELEVATOR!!! a.k.a lift.

Is it wrong for us, young and healthy men, take the lift? Is there any sign said that only the old or the sick or the handicapped people who can take the lift? Or is there a law saying that young and healthy ones should not take the lift, instead take the stairs or the escalator? No right.

On the way to Dover MRT station with Shawn, Ashiq, Nazri, Zul and Kai, we took the lift to the platform as we intended to miss the train which had just stopped at the station. All seems okay while in the lift.

All started when the lift stopped at the platform and we started to walk out the lift in a good manner. And there was this malay lady and some other people waiting for us to get off from the lift. I was the last to walk off from the lift when I heard that lady talking to his husband.

Lady: Naik la tangga. Dah la sihat walafiat. (go take stair since you all are fit and strong)

WTF!!! She also still fit and strong. She is not even a senior citizen. She still can stand. She still can wait for the lift. And why not she just take the stairs? Why say so much when the people around her also still fit and strong ( I don't see any senior citizen among the crowds) ? If she can't wait for the lft, might as well take escalator. It's faster.

Ashiq even said," Next time I stay 20th storey then take stairs. Bodohnyer makcik" Lol. I mean, why can't we take the lift. It not like we cause any trouble to her or whatever. What the lift for? For decoration? Of cos, it's for the public to use. But the first priority is always the senior citizen or the sickly or even the handicapped. But the thing here is, even if there were any senior citizen who were with us, will the lady make that remark?

And of cos,we did not quarrel. We are civilise people. Civilise people never quarrel in public. But we talked bad behind people. Wahaha...

Who say there's no such thing as free ride by strangers.

I almost get a free ride but I got the courage to say," No thanks" Who know the person behind the wheel is a serial killer who prey on people=x But I doubt so ah cos the person behind the wheel is a LADY!!!

Maybe you are wondering why a lady asking me. Well, I was at the carpark waiting for my brother to bring umbrella. And it was raining heavily. Muat be she pity me and wondering if I ever get home or if the rain will ever stopped. And she asked me," Do you want me to dirve you to your block?" How kind she is, but if she was 10 minute earlier, I might take on the offer. LOL. Just joking. Never accept free ride from strangers.

But how often will someone stopped by and offer you which might save you the trouble? It's a kind gesture which make your day better. Doesn't matter if the offer is being rejected, it's their kindness which count. I bet it's a rare species of people who will stopped by, asking people if they need a ride back home in case of heavy rain.

2008-08-06T21:40:00.001+08:00

Date: Nil
Day: Wednesday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Woah...No one seem to like my previous joke. Wahaha. All get a cold after seeing that joke. Nah, fret not, it's the weather fault. Not my joke fault. My joke is meant to make people laugh, not develop cold. Wahaha. Anyway, before anyone get a serious cold, let's move on...

We took a total of nearly 4 hours to do 5 DE semester practice paper. Fuyooh. And out of 5 question, I could only managed to do 3. And out of that 3, none I can do it alone. LOL. Why must have all those laplace, fourier, undetermined equation. Make my life difficult only. Why can't it be as easy as completing the square, partial fraction or any simple equation. LOL. DE and EM3 sucks=x

Then got no GEMS. So Shawn decided to eat at Bukit Timah there. So the 8 of us ( Shawn, Nazri, Hakim, Ashiq, Zul, Shakir, Wei Jie [ hope I spelt your name correctly] and me ) went there. And guess what, there was no direct bus to Bukit Timah from Dover. So we had to alight at Ngee Ann Poly and walk quite a distance to reach the place.

And the food was NICE. And it worth walking that long to taste the food. Wahaha. I ate Mee Pattaya. Wahaha. That was my first time eating it. Don't laugh okay. Lol. Nice food is worth all the hassle. We brave the hot weather and the long distance, just to get good food. We even labelled ourselves as pervert in the process, due to some incident. Cannot tell here. Wahaha. Shh...Only the 8 of us knew what happened. And no, it's not any obscene. So why can't tell? Cos it's hard to tell a first hand experience. LOL.

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We are glad that we did not come from Biz sch.

This event was yesterday, when Shawn, Ashiq and I went to Biz sch to print out our report. And came to my report, the computer there could not sense my thumbdrive. And instead of sensing it, the computer display a virus detection. WTH. Then then, in order for me to be able to print my report, I just need to transfer my report to Ashiq's thumbdrive. But the main problem started here.

I need a computer or a laptop in order to transfer the file. So, I sms my gf, asking for laptop. And thank god, there is available laptop for me to use. And she asked me to go to T22 level 3. And here comes the things which made us glad that we are not from any Biz school. We don't even know that the place where we printed our report was at T22.So we went out from the place, walked down to foodcourt 6. And tadah, where the hell is T22? We saw the sign showing T21,T20 in order before we realised that we are actually dumb indeed.

And the worst part was the place we at before was already T22 level 3!!!=.='' We must have disgrace the biz sch if we were student there. Luckily, we are from MM. Throw face. Wahaha.

2008-08-05T19:17:00.003+08:00

Date: Nil
Day: Tuesday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Woohoo. FoF retest was a success. But I still don't know my actual mark as the mark was only capped at 50. Even if I got 90, the maximum mark is only 50. Nonetheless, I passed. And guess what, to get an A, I must score at least 87 marks for semester exam. Fuyooh...That's mean I can only make at least 6 mistake. Wahaha. Maybe I can forget about A, I should just aim for B, which I must scored at least 60+ mark, which I am confidence in doing it (MUST STUDY VERY HARD!!!)

RWP test passed too. Wahaha. 70. As usual, language love to pull my mark down. Wahaha. The reason was I don't know used past or present tense. So I used both the tenses. And if there anything I can fight with Kelvin, it will be any language paper. Wahaha. We both had the same level of language.

ONE down; EIGHT to go...
15 days to go.
Targeted GPA: 3.3 (why 3.3? Cos Year 1 semester 1 GPA: 3.9; Year 1 semester 2 GPA: 3.6)

Just now only got 2 lesson or maybe infact 1 lesson only. But to me it's like no lesson at all. For ACC, he went through past exam paper. Fuh...Don't know what the question talking about=x And for RWP, we checked our marks n send our final report. And therefore,I conclude there was no lesson today. LOL

Then went to eat BK at West Mall. Well, that was Shawn's brilliant idea. And the 3 of us could hardly ate our meal in peace cos we were like making joke about something. =x Sorry can't tell here cos it is very offensive. It is not worth the risk to tell here.I still have my "bright" future ahead me=D

Who want to hear some joke? Not that offensive joke as stated above. It's a joke which will make everyone puke. But please don't puke. At least admit it that the joke is true...

Joke of the day

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Miss Brenda said...

"RAFIE IS CUTE"

Too bad Shawn. You see, even though you don't like to hear it from my mouth, you finally hear it from other people mouth. Everyday I told Shawn that I am cute and handsome. But today alomst the whole class hear it. Wahaha... Don't puke k, just admit it!!!LOL

2008-08-03T12:56:00.005+08:00

Date: 2 August 2008
Day: Saturday
Time start: 1100
Time end: 1800

Went for the Beijing 2008 Paralympics Road Show at Ngee Ann City. Met the members at Orchard MRT first before head down to Ngee Ann City. Registered our names, get the t-shirt and the lanyard. And then it's time for our post. And my post, together with Pey Horngy, Wei Yang and Winifred, is the sailing stimulator. And it was under the hot sun. Really hot sun=x

Let's the picture tell the story.

My pass

My station which under the hot aftrenoon sun

Seriously, I don't know what these horses for

Some school band performing

It's time for rest

Some of the participant

I don't know who he is but he was giving out the speech

Know them? Theresa Goh,the swimmer and Jovin Tan, the sailor. And the girl beside Theresa, I am not sure who is she, but she is one of the sportsgirl for the Beijing Paralympic

The official launch of,err, something

The cheerleader; the noisest among the crowds.

Dr Vivian Balakrisnan signing the board

The wheel basketball. And what you see is not what you think. I mean, those who are in the wheelchair are not really handicapped.

It's time to play for these group of WSC helpers

You know what I am thinking? He look hell the same as Mr Tan Teck Nam=x

The band from some school

This caught my eyes throughout the event. It's called "gosaball" A new sport.

And after the event, we got a chips worth $16 for FREE!!! Wahaha.

2008-07-30T19:41:00.001+08:00

Date: 30 July 2008
Day: Wednesday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

F1 DREAM CRASHED!!!

What the hell. Who should I blamed? I should blame the organiser for that messy interview. Suddenly, people are cutting queue. Friends suddenly appeared out of nowhere to be with their friends in the queue. Instead of the "express" line, the line was becoming as if people are joining Singapore's Idol. And by the time my time comes, I had to bid goodbye cos I had my restest.

I don't mind being rejected after the interview. But to walked off just like that was worst than being rejected. Why can't they made two days interview session, allowing those who really can't make it today go for tomorrow or what so ever. Thinking of being part of the history. But well, I guess I shall watched it at my comfort of my house. Haha.

The feeling came back. And I just miss that feeling. To be able to taste it, it make me so wonderful. To do the retest confidently was something I lacking when I did the first paper. And of course, it was not over-confident. I do it with a smile. And no, it was not an easy paper. But I managed to complete the paper. However, I was struggling to draw that system cos I did not expect it to come out and therefore I skip the entire drawing when I did the revision. LOL. And I was the first to go off. Wahaha.

Thanks John and Shawn for their help. They had been enduring my stupid question almost everyday from last friday to today. Even though I kept asking the same question (nothing really went in), they calmly answered my question. Thank guys. And thanks for those who wish me luck. Haha.

Today was the last session of NLS mentoring. Did not go for it and did not say proper goodbye to my groups. LOL.

I think I will end here...

2008-07-28T20:11:00.002+08:00

Date: Nil
Day: Nil
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Does miracle really happen? Does that word really exists in life? Maybe yes. Maybe no. For a victim to be able to survive under rumble for several weeks, maybe others say it's miracle. But will the victim said that it is miracle? Will they said," Ya,miracle happened and all I need to do is to wait and wait till miracle comes" ? The more I think, the more I am certain that they will never say that.

I watched Japanese version of Power Ranger last weekend. Ya, I know I am still a kid. But who cares. That's show I got childhood memories in me.LOL. Anyway, it maybe a kid show to many. But to me, it teaches me something about life. And one of it is MIRACLE. An episode about the red ranger saying that miracle do happen and blah blah blah. Until he met his former driving manager. His manager said that miracle does not happened. It's all about effort. An effort which ones put in to make things happened. An effort to make that miracle to happen.

So maybe miracle does not exist at all. It's all about putting in our effort into the things we do. So perhaps M-I-R-A-C-L-E-S doesn't exist. And I should rely on miracle so much. I need to put effort.

There's no such thing as miracle

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"I try to help u"

I never expect that someone, who I am not close to,will help me. That was the least I expect from him. Sometimes, we just say a few sentences before we end the conversation. But most of the times, we said nothing to each other.

But he is the one who helped me. He make me feel touched. (I AM NOT GAY). Just touched by his action.=D I know he will never read this as he don't have the access to my blog. But seriously, if I made it, he will be the first one who I will thank for his encouragement and help.

Despite his busy schedule for exam, he still find time to help me. Thanks dude.

2008-07-25T21:07:00.002+08:00

Date: 25 July 2008
Day: Friday
Time start: 0800
Time end: 1630

Lesson learnt: Check bag properly before going to school. Make sure everything is in the back before stepping out of the house.

I realised that I forgot about my group FoF lab report. And I went,"Oh shit" Their mark are in my hand and I forgot to bring. Oh well. I did not went back straight home as I was already half-way reaching SP. And I decided to rush back to SK after my last lesson.

If only Sp is just beside my house, I will not only save my travelling time but also,in the event like this, it will be easy. Imagined, that 45 minute is spent to reach SK, and vice versa to SP before another 45 min way back home. Haha. This is my group's second time forget to bring something important. Lol. The first was Ashiq. LOL.

Let's talk about something funny during ACC practical. Maybe funny to DARE05. We were doing cabin pressurisation. And as usual, half a group will pay attention to the experiment while another half just idle arond waiting for data. I am in the second group. LOL.

So after getting the 12 set of data, Kelvin Ong asked Ben to do something. Turning the knob to 50PSI. Once Ben had done that, Kelvin Ong ran to take cover. Sensing something is not right. We too went to take cover, leaving Ben alone. Hahaha. While waiting for the cabin to explode. But of cos, no explosion was made. Haha. And guess what Kelvin Ong said. He said that other class had never done 50PSI before. We are the first=X

Poor Ben. His life must be hanging by a thread just now=X And Kelvin Ong said that he was not responsible for the 50PSI=X Well, he just joking. Haha. Nice to have him as ACC lecturer. But of course, he love to go out of topic and love to mention HIS Super Puma and C-130.

Oh well, it rained again. Spoilt my plan to play badminton with my brother. Hopefully, tomorrow will be a sunny day=X

2008-07-23T21:35:00.001+08:00

Date: 23 July 2008
Day: Wednedsday
Time start: 0800
Time end: 1800

4hours of maths was reduced to only one and a half hours of lesson. Reason was the lecturer said he was moving too fast and the module coordinator asked him to slow down. And the only way for him to slow down was to release us early. Haha. So we had our early lunch at foodcourt 3 while waiting for GEMS to start at 1pm. Such a long wait. Slacked at clubhouse with the usual gang.

Please read instruction before taking any medication. And Shawn learned the hard way. Haha. Fancy taking his medication after eating fried,oily spicy food when the instruction said," Do not take fried food, oily food or spicy food" And well, he just taken the combination of all 3. Lol. So next time, please read any instruction before you really go and gulp down your medication. Haha.

Well done guys. You did a good job during the presentation. So what we had the least slide among the rest of the group. While others had more than 15 slides, we only have 11 slides excluding the content and the cover page. So what if the group before us got a "well done" remark. We did our job and earn a praise like, " I'm impressed" Haha. Actually the lecturer was impressed because our group is all boys and to come out with such an above-average (in my opinion =x) was cool. LOL. Now waiting for the last FA test. 40%. LOL.

During the presentation, i can't pronounce rural, mise-en-scene and serenity. Wahaha. The lecturer say it out for me and I try repeat after her, but end up I said whatever. lol. I did my part fast and of course forgot to add in some info. Haha.

Managed to talk to Mr Zaidi. Not really talked. But asking him where is Mr Sundram. Haha. Maybe next time, will have the time to talk to him. Hahaha. Like as if I will talk to my ex-discipline master. Hahaha.

Will end here. Got to get ready for GhostHunters.

2008-07-21T20:55:00.002+08:00

Date: 21 July 2008
Day: Monday
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

No matter how hard you try to avoid it, it will always come to you. And when that moment comes, it is no longer pleasant as what you predicted. And you felt everything seems wrong. That's not what you planned for.It's far away from what you aim for. But you can't blame anyone or anything cos you had yourself to blame.

And reality is harsh. It took away my fantasy just like that. It knock me hard into my head, making me wake up from my dream. How I wish reality was not there in the first place. But sadly, it always there and it can't go away. Sense of regret? I think so. Or maybe, I really feel regretted. I could have change the reality but I was too confident with it. And soon, I got a heavy price to pay for...

And now, the situation is DO Or DOOM. It will be hard, but I will try. "People work best under pressure right" But again, some people tend to breakdown under pressure. I will try my best. There's no point crying over spilt milk right. Might as well take a new milk to drink.

Reality is not as beautiful as fantasy. I learn the hard way. And it enough to wake me up.

Exam timetable is already out.
FoF: 20th August 2008
ACC: 22th August 2008
DE: 26th August 2008
EM3: 27th August 2008
Ematl2: 28th August 2008

Less than a month to prepare. Lol. And I realised that I thought I know a lot but actually, I know a little. Tomorrow morning, going to mug with Shawn and maybe, Ashiq. Lol.

Got to go. Studying FoF for the next retest=X My first ever retest in Poly. There's always a first in everything. Hahaha.

2008-07-16T21:15:00.000+08:00

Date: 16 July 2008
Day: Wednesday
Time start: 0800
Time end: 1900

Hello people!!! It had been a long time since I last updated my blog. Just don't have the drive to blog. Wanting to blog on Monday but the result of my FoF was killing me. Ya, you guess it right. I failed. And it's like the worst result I got in my poly life. Hahaha. And that's what happened when you did not study for it AT ALL. Enough of the result. It's over anyway. No point crying over spilled milk. Might as well I licked it from the floor. Just joking.

Today was...Okay. DE ended before the actual time as usual. For tutorial, he gave only one question for us to try out. And guess what, we took like 1hour to solve the question. Dumb question. Make us feel like a fool. Apply this and that. Inverse this and that. And end up, I did not even complete my answer as I was so lazy to write my last working.

Had lunch at Foodcourt 6 with Shawn, Ashiq and Nazri. Ate the western food there*gulp* And it's seem that it was worst than daylight robbery. Lol. All our price varies and it's all above $4. And we started to complain here and there. And we made Ashiq stop eating for a while as we compare the sauce to something. Can't tell you. LOL. Then Zul, Nazri's friend, came to join us. And well, we were shocked!!! His only $3=x Hahaha.I thought foodcourt 6 should be the cheapest foodcourt in SP=x

Intend to go to the Library as Ashiq wanted to return his CD. But it was so far away. We were like so full and lazy to walk. And as we reached the stairs to Moberly, we said to him that we were too lazy to walk. And actually the library is just nearby only=x And then someone, I presume a lecturer, told us that there will be a live performance and A FREE LUNCH.

A FREE LUNCH. Even though we had our lunch, we still want to eat as IT"S A FREE LUNCH. Who doesn't want it. Lol. And another surprise, the free lunch was a SANDWICHES. Can't they give us something better. LOL. Like KFC or MAC. A sandwiches. Luckily we have eaten our lunch.

The performance was by some Pervy Boys (but the singer is a girl). Or maybe the girl is...=x haha. And I guess our table is the noisest one there. We laugh and made super duper dumb comment. Only among us knew the comment. And then, they sang a song titled," Amanda sucks" What a title. Can't they gave a better name. Maybe like...err. I don't know. And after the song ended, we were like keep saying Amanda sucks to see who has that name=x

Gems!!! Haiz...What a boring. 3 groups did their presentation just now. My group will be next week. Phew. But we haven't even start doing it. And we don't know what to write for it. And we don't even know when the other members are free.

Went for NLS for another mentoring session. I thought today was the last session with them. I was so happy for a short while. Not because I had to left them,but it is so tiring to come down to NLS every wednesday. And somemore had to rush there. Sorry to her for walking too fast=x But end up the survey was done every 3 session. Chey, gave me a false hope.

It's not that I don't like the place. The student there gave me an experience where others had to fight for. They test my english to the max. lol. Just now one of my mentors asked me what is "wisely" I had to think hard how to explain to him. Haha. And they test my spelling too. Those english words. Who say NLS student are naughty. They are a bunch of kids who have the will to learn. They are the STAR, according to the teachers there.

And after an hour there, went back home...Pretty tired now=x Eyes getting heavy. lol. I guess I end there.

2008-07-10T21:05:00.001+08:00

Date: 10 July 2008
Day: Thursday
Time start: 0800
Time end: 1800

Today was GREAT~~!!!

My timetable shows 8-4pm of school with an hour break at 1pm. So that's mean I will have 7hours of lesson altogether. For DE, the lecturer came 20 minute late as he went to the wrong classroom. And he let us go 20minute earlier. I skipped an hour of Ematl2 lecture and spent my time at the clubhouse, trying to do the proposal. The 10am - 1pm lesson was cancelled as the lecturer was on MC. And the remaining lesson from 2-4pm was like as if I was not in the class. That's mean I was in my no mood to study. So the 2 hours in the remaining class I was either drawing, playing with hp games or disturbing Shawn who had the hard time to listen. SO DO SOME MATHEMATICAL CALCuLATION TO SEE HOW LONG I STUDIED.LOL.

Then at 1150 went to Jurong to watch movie with Shawn and Ashiq. Must say we are the movie buddies.LOL. Twice watch movie with them. This time we watched HanCock. Ashiq was late and we entered the teathre (mind the wrong spelling) late and it was so so dark. We couldn't see what is in front of us. Pitch dark. Shawn led the way.

Not a bad movie. We had a great laugh when Hancock first thrown in the jail. And went back to class, we still talk about the scene=.='' And then suddenly, in the middle of the movie, Shawn said," That's a over-the-shoulder-shot" Oh mind...Not another GEMS!!!lol The movie had some emotional scene towards the end.

Then ate LJS for lunch. Ate some donno what that called. Got 3 drumstick then Ashiq couldn't finish his chicken, he gave me. Gosh...I am so so full. And we late for FoF. lol. So end up we were 15minutes late. But who cares. Haha.

Went back home with her. But first accompany her to Clementi as she wanted to pass some book to her friend. Then went back home. Can't send her home since I had used up all my 4 free MRT ride=( Why can't MRT give unlimited ride just like the bus. Boo MRT=x

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"If you have no respect for yourself, you will never gain it from others"

I got this from my email. A daily email from iThink application. For those who have facebook will know about this application better.

Nonetheless, the timing of the email I got was so perfect. "If you have no respect for yourself, you will never gain it from others" And maybe this applied to you, the bastard. Okay, I better mind my language. For those who feel they are the one I am talking about, I am sorry cos this only implied to a person or rather only JH know who I am talking about=)

Don't think you are big. And I don't think you are that big either. So good, I want to do it and you questioning my...err,I don't what the word called. While we were discussing, you were doing your own things. What kind of attitude was that. And you questioning me, showing that attitude. By showing that attitude, you are showing me that you are not interested at all. And why should I bothered doing it and discuss it to seek opinion.

If you are so great, maybe you do. I want to see how you do it and how well you do it. If you can't do it, then shut up ah. Don't anyhow curse people. Want to curse also, at least not in front of the person you are cursing. Why can't you show your support? We will prove you all wrong. Even if you don't want to give your support, I believe I am able to do it.

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I am sorry to disappoint you. I am sorry to make you hurt in some way. And I know the truth hurts. I don't know why you had to ask me now but I admit you have the courage. So sorry if the rumuor is actually true. That's life. But you have to move on with your life. Focus on what you have to do now cos that is what important to you now=D

2008-07-07T19:27:00.002+08:00

Date: Nil
Day: Nil
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Today will be a long post, I guess. Should have blog this yesterday, but I had no mood and end up this post is saved in the draft. Lol. So sorry if the post is very long. Not my intention to write such a long post in the first place.

060708

Ah...See the date again. 060708 = 678. Or whatever you see that numbers, it meant to be a nice number. Really, my brother told me how nice the number is 678. And I thought it was nice indeed and I never thought of that.

But never once I knew that, the moment my brother said out the number,"678" A series of bad things or rather bad luck followed our family. How unlucky the number was.

On the way to Woodlands Checkpoint, our bus was diverted to another route due to the heavy traffic on the normal bus route. Well, that's still okay and acceptable. TIBS was doing a great job in ensuring that their passengers get to the checkpoint as fast as possible in any other way. Well done.

Then, on the T-junction towards there's a accident involving two car=.='' Not a major accident though. Just a minor accident. But the thing was, the both driver still stood there complaining what shit in the middle of the T-junction. Can't they complained at the curb. Until the police had to instruct them to move away. What a dumb way to just stand in the middle of the road waiting for don't know what...

Entered Johore was a breeze. Thought it will be a human jam but end up, it was like a stroll in the park. Hahaha. Ate breakfast. Then got a change in plan. The original plan was to play bowling first before headed to a carnival there. But due to my mother's friend request, we decided to go to the carnival first before played bowling.

And I never expect it to turn haywire. Or maybe worst than that.

Who ever thought that to wait for a bus, we must at least wait about half an hour under the hot sun. Maybe that's not the worst cos Singapore also sometimes like that. But the worst thing was by the time, the bus came, it was bloody full and it was like no one was moving to the rear bus. WTH. And soon, there were no sign of any other bus. While many were waiting, no single bus came. In the end, we changed our plan again. This time to go back to the city area.

And I thought the worst had came to the end. But it wasn't. This time, the road back to the city area was totally blocked off to any vechicle. WTH. And the next bus stop was like so far away. Maybe about nearly a kilometre away. Well...That's really SUCKS!!! Had to cross heavy expressway. Thanks for putting the bus stop far apart from each other.

Then...WHAT A ROTTEN LUCK!!!!The bus we gotten into was spoilt on the way. It suddenly gave out a loud noise. Well done, bus. And the bus driver was doing nothing. Never informed us how to get into the next available bus. All he did was...I don't know either.

What a luck indeed. What a series of bad luck event.
1. Accident in front of the TIBS bus
2. Walked so far to find a bus stop
3. Bus spoilt

Indeed, what a nice 060708.678!@#$%^&*(

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Monday

I guess, I will flunked my FoF test. What the hell. The question was like so...Nevermind. I was struggling to do all the question. I repeat ALL THE QUESTION. I just put in any formulae I saw in the front page. And just put in values I saw. WTH.

I will flunked it for sure. Cos cos I never studied for it!!!Hahaha...Therefore, the moral of the story, do not study super duper last minute revision. It doesn't work. Nevermind, looking forward to the retest.

What a failure...Haha

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Today

Nothing much happened really. Went for Ematl lab and do grinding test. The water was so so cold. Freezing. Haha. But end up my specimen was not up to the standard. Who cares. I took the short cut way to my job=X

And now my mind is blank.So shall stop here for today.

And take care,dear girl!!!
=D

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Sometimes, you know you had to live up to your name. Or maybe live up to your reputation. And sometimes, you felt like giving up, but you can't. The reason was because people around you are pinning their hope on you.

You felt you should not let them down with your poor performance. And sometimes, you felt the pressure building up within you. It's often stressful to know that you can't live up to their expectation and end up, they felt that you had let them down. Or maybe they felt that you are over-confidence.

Don't pin hope on me. Cos I know I am bound to fail anytime. I sometimes felt that I "cheated" the people around me. I am not what you all think of me. Just don't pin any hope on me.=D

2008-07-05T21:54:00.001+08:00

Date: 5 July 2008
Day: Saturday
Time start: 1000
Time end: 1900

What a long and scary day today. You sat in the room and heard a conversation between two people and realise that you don't really understand it. But you got the feeling that it was not actually a good news. Until you hear it from the person mouth itself, you realised that you were so paranoid. But really, it was not a good situation to be in where you just sat down in the room and could sense fear within you...

In the morning went for Hatch meeting at CP Starbuck. They talked about the next session. Bla bla bla. Did not really pay attention to it. What went in had possibly went out minute later. My ears were already shutting down as minute passed. Luckily it was short and sweet meeting.

Went to have breakfast with her. A heavy breakfast at CP Swensen. Got tea and orange juice per meal. The orange juice were so so so SWEET!!!. And the tea was so tasteless.??LOL...Well, forget it. Was full after eating it. LIke the sausages very much. Yummy yummy. Lol. Then then, gave them the wrong amount of money. Gave them less. LOL. The menu did not even include the GST. So don't blame me for giving a lesser amount of the original price. Haha.

Made our way to West Coast Community Centre for the WSC event. Reached there early than our timeslot as I need to discuss my proposal with Jia Hui and Lin Keong. And saw Ivan there for his lion dance. Went back home with Jia Hui and Lin Keong. On the way home, we kept talking about not able to see the next day. =.=''

My eyes now are in slight pain. Must be due to the constant light by eye check. Or maybe must be because of the colour dye she put into my eyes to let her see my eyes better? LOL. In any way, my eyes are in slight pain. lol. But I can change my specs. My right eye degree increase by 25degree while my left eyes remain constant at 75degree. =D Time to have a new specs even though my current specs is only a year old. But still I WANT A NEW SPECS!!!!

Being in a small room with all sort of equipment was not really a good idea to be in at the first place. Especially if it is something to do with your part of your body. I was having my eye check at WCCC as part of WSC event. And I almost regretted having agreed to the check.

At first, it was okay. Thinking that it will be a normal eye check, it will be fine. Smooth and steady check. But end up, it let the fear to develop within me. The lady who checked my eyes called her supervisor to check on my eyes again. Not once but thrice. It always not a good news when someone checked you twice. And that made my fear grown even faster. All sort of thoughts are running through my mind.

" Later, you tell me about the iso..." I don't know what iso-something the supervisor meant. But when I heard it, I went,"oh shit" Is it really a bad news for me=x Another moment the lady said to the supervisor," There is a significant differences between the right and the left eyes" They were talking in the doctor terms. I could hardly understand what it meant. Once he said to the lady," What grade?" She replied" Grade 3.Still okay" WTH. What does she meant STILL OKAY~~~!!!!!???

But in the end, relieve came to subdue the fear. She said that everything was okay for my eyes, except that my right eye degree had increase. And she asked me if I want her to write my new eye degree. And I agreed. Haha.

But seriously, being there was not the nice thing to do. Jia Hui will understand this. So what if they tell you that you had illness on the spot. I rather kept in the dark than having know that I got any illness. Lin Keong said that it better to know now than later. But really, I don't see the point to know now. Cos if you know it know, suddenly you may have the feeling that your life is really useless.

In fact, having a doctor is almost a cruel thing. Cos truth is harder to accept...

But thank god, nothing wrong with my eyes=D

And to her, no sorry k=D
Take care of ur mum=D
She will be fine.

2008-06-29T17:54:00.002+08:00

Date: Nil
Day: Nil
Time start: Nil
Time end: Nil

Was tagged by her.

[11] ppl tagged to do dis quiz
1. A
2. N
3. Y
4. W
5. H
6. O
7. R
8. F
9. R
10. E
11. E

[10] firsts.
1) 1st bestfren : erm...I don't know
2) 1st screen name : Huh!?!?
3) 1st pet : Cat.
4) 1st piercing : I am a good boy. I don't pierce.LOL
5) 1st crush : In primary school.
6) 1st CD : Don't have I think
7) 1st car : No licence;no car
8) 1st love : My parents
9) 1st place called home : My mother's womb is called a home?LOL
10) The Question had GONE

[9] lasts.
1) last beverage : Plain water
2) last car ride : Is taxi included?
3) last movie screen : Don't Mess with the Zohan
4) last phone call : Nazri's, I think
5) last song u listened to : Must see back my MP4
6) last bubble bath : I don't play with bubble=x
7) last time u cried : Years ago?I don't know either.
8) last thing u ate : Tuna Puff from Polar. My bro's treat. Hehe
9) last bad thing u did : Too many to remember=x

[8] have u evers.
1) dated one of ur best frens : no
2) been arrested : so far,so good.NONE
3) skinny dipped : if there nobody,maybe I will try one=x
4) been on a limo : I wish
5) cheated anyone : I guess so
6) been in love : liek duh...
7) been in a car accident : almost??LOL
8) broken a bone : If I can

[7] things u're wearing nw
1) Aquila shirt
2) A shorts
3) Underwear
4) Another 4??I dont' wear that much

[6] things u've done today
1) Wake up
2) Eat
3) Sleep
4) Watch TV
5) Chat with her
6) Play PES

[5] favourite things
1) My laptop
2) MP4
3) My HP
4) I don't know
5) I don't know

[4] people you tell almost anything to
1) Any 4 person who think I had tell them anything

[3] choices
black or white : BLACK!!!
hot or cold : Cold
chocolate or vanilla : Vanilla.cos some chocs are too sweet=x

[2] things you want to do before you die
1) To fly an plane
2) To see the world

[1] thing you regret
1) I DON'T KNOW

2008-06-29T11:49:00.003+08:00

Date: 28 June 2008
Day: Saturday
Time start: 0730
Time end: 2220

Went to East Coast Park for the Family Day event held at the Playground@Big Splash. Met the members at Bedok MRT. Check attendance and did a head count before heading back to the interchange. Took 197 there. We were not only the one wo came late. Rotoract people came later than us when we were doing the goodie bag stuff.

Upon reaching there, first thing came into our mind, "HOT". Went to work. Packed the goodie bag. They need around 1000++ goodie bags. And we were given until 1400 to pack finish it. LOL But I was in the last station with Hakim, Nazri and Chin Chye. Our station was the easiest and the most slack of all the station. Easiest because all we need to do was to bundle up all the goodie bags into certain numbers. Slack because the station before us, which is the voucher station, were doing so slow=x Production rating was so slow that the four of guys have time to joke around and played with the games. The packing of goodie bag was so slow that the 4 of us finally make the initiative to help the vouchers part.

Had KFC for lunch. It's a wow meal. LOL. Then took our shirt. No size. Got XXL. Damn big. So big that I sugget that I should not wear any short=x Luckily Lin Keong wanted to change the size with me. So I got L. And it fit nicely. Got briefed about the game. Nazri, Hakim and me got the basketball game station. So we tried playing it. The game was the one can be found in every arcade. Every games stall were FOC. Free to play. Better than any games stall which need to pay=x

And there was so many kids!!! All are so cute~~~!!! You know those type of innocent eyes looking at you when you passed the ball to them and they smiled back at you. And they made our day or maybe they made Hakim's day until he said he wanted to stay till the end of the event. Hahaha. From baby till senior citizen came to our stall. And most of them are repeated customers. LOL. They must love the game so much and they keep asking us for the new game coupon=x

Then since most the visitors are kids, some of them were so short to throw the ball to the ring. So I carried the kids. Then came this skinny boy. Like others small boys, I offered to carry him and gosh, he weigh a ton!!! My hand was breaking. Hakim and Nazri were laughing at me.=.='' Haha. And after that, I don't want to carry anymore. I still want to play the basketball. Lol.

Then the 3 of us are picked to do marshalling. There goes our favourite basketball booth. Hakim was stationed at one of the water point while me and Nazri was at the end of the walk route. I instructed the cyclist to move to the left to avoid coming into the walking route. Easy task. Then we watch an interesting "video". It was so long. From the time we start doing the route till the race started, it haven't end. Wahaha.

A kite was stuck to the tree. This father and son were trying hard to get the kite down. And came the hero who climbed the tree and save the day=x WAHAHA. With so many eyes looking at the hero, he took a step at the time,putting one of his leg to the tree bark and another to the dustbin next to the tree. And off he went to the top of the bin and took the string of the kite and gave it to the father. He saved the day. LOL.

I injured my,err...I don't know that called while playing soccer after the event. Haha. Serve me right=x Then had phototaking. And then suddenly a photographer snapped a photo of both of us. Haha.

Wnent back home with her via 87. A long journey home. She slept=D Must be very tiring for her as she stand the whole day.

Only managed to get 3 pictures of yesterday. Haha.

The only crocodile which know how to skate scootered=x

Why must my face like that?LOL.

A long and tiring day but IT WAS FUN

2008-06-26T20:11:00.008+08:00

Date: 26 June
Day: Thursday
Time start: 0800
Time end: 1830

1.2.3. Three was the number I skipped lesson today. And all are lectures. Woah. They were Ematl2, FoF and ACC. My most number of lectures I skipped in a day. Not bad. Should have be more=x

Anyway Engineering Design test was a breeze. I was lucky to print our all the 40 MCQs. BUt of course, some I asked Shawn for the answer as I forgot those difficult question's answer. And I found myself stuck with a formulae. A formulae which I did not bother to remember at all. I overlooked that formulae when I was revising. But once again, thanks to Shawn, I could get the answer. Haha. To revise ED just now, we skipped Ematl2 lecture. Nazri, Ashiq, Shawn and me went to foodcourt 4 to study.

End of the test, went to meet her. The initial original plan was cancelled so we planned to watch movie. Watched Don't Mess With The Zohan. The movie originally start at 1405,but I don't know why it started at 1430. Booo GV!!! Keep showing advertisement from soccer to new coming movie.

The movie was not bad. Some sexual event. That's why it's NC-16. LOL. And they love to "hurt" animals. Cat, cow and even chick. I mean chick, which after the egg hatched. Okay, I am not going to write critics. I always have impression that after I watched a movie, I will blog about it and thinking about writing critics. Dumb FA for making me of writing critics after I watch movie=x

The movie end with a good plot. I was thinking that Zohan will kill his enemy who he 'lost' during a battle. But both of them joined hand to fight the so-called villian. However I guess the action was not long enough. LOL. I want those full blast kaboom and missile flying. LOL. Enough of the movie. Shall rate it,err....I don't know.

On the way home, we saw this kid at the NEL. Small boy, maybe still in kindergarden. And he come and so-called interested with us. Maybe not with me, but with her. Haha. He bang-bang me, I think. We even took his pictures. And when we showed him, he was so shy!!! Haha. I took his pictures without he notice.

But I shall not post his picture as he is still a minor and is protected by the law=D So, sorry guys for missing how cute he is. Haha. Maybe next time.

Before the movie

At NEL

=D

2008-06-20T11:37:00.003+08:00

Date: 19 June 2008
Day: Thursday
Time start: 0800
Time end: 2030

Pictures time. Pictures about yesterday night.

The small and the big; Jing Xuan and Faizal

That's me and Faizal; luckily my face is not that dark

According to Faizal's blog, he called us the Charlie's Demon!!

Jing Xuan took this when we did not even notice; at RP KFC

Here we are. Faizal taking the pictures. From left: Jia Hui, me, Lin Keong and Jing Xuan

Lin Keong; he looked bored before he turn hyper during games session.

He might be staring at one of the girls sitting there=x

His body is so big as to block Jing Xuan's face

And both of them smiled.

It was great to spend time with them. So what we are in different polytechnics, we still act as if we were still classmates. Hope to play games again at there once again with you guys. Haha.

2008-06-20T00:24:00.000+08:00

Date: 19 June 2008
Day: Thursday
Time start: 0800
Time end: 2030

Met Shawn at Outram Prak and took the train down to Bedok for street soccer with Nazri, Ashiq and their friends. We were the first to reach Bedok station. Waited for Ezal and Alex to come. Alex took the longest to reach. Lol. We kept guessing which train he was in. And all we guess wrongly. He came erm...half an hour late=x
8 years later, I came back to where I stayed last time. And it seem the same to me.

The road, the place, they are still the same to me. And I still can remember where to alight to reach my previous house. The street soccer court was directly infront of it. Such a great feeling to be bad. Those memories came back playing in my mind. Those memories, such as running to my house because of something, also played in my mind. But sad thing was, my former primary school had been demolished. Well, that's life.

Anyway, it was the match between DARE2A05 Vs The "All-Stars". The "All-Stars" was actually Ashiq's and Nazri's friends. It was 7 vs 6. The court was very big to accomodate us. And I played as keeper for the first,err....I don't know how many minutes. And I guess that was my wrost goalkeeping skills I ever got. We were like being trashed by them. I let in 6 goals. Woah...wonderful keeper skills. Lol.

And after that, Shawn, together with the rest who played, finally know which position I played the best. Maybe not the best,but at least better than keeper. We made target setting. Alex wanted to score an hat-trick, Shawn wanted to score 10 goals while Ezal,I forgot his target. While for me, I aim for clean-sheet. LOL. But not as keeper. Haha. Keeperwas not in me=x

During the match, we managed to draw the game with 9-9 score. From being trashed, we gain back our spirit. "Killed" the two main striker infront, they were dead. But it was easy said that done, cos it was 2 vs 1 situation. But still, we managed to make an comeback. Great work guys.

Played till very tired,hungry and THIRSTY. And soon I had my worst fear, CRAMP!! But managed to keep it on the bay. Haha. When I got the cramps, it will be my worst nightmare=x

Went to eat lunch at the foodcourt there before heading back home with Alex via 87. Reason being, I want more time to rest my mind but end up, I cant...

Fate played apart in my life again. Who ever thought that by taking 87 back to SK, I will meet with...JIA HUI!!!! What the hell. Out of my friends, why must be him again!!! He looked at girls on top deck but not at me. So I called him to come up. Haha. And then, changed of plan. Instead of going home, I went to Rivervale Plaza to meet with Jing Xuan and Lin Keong. He psycho me go=x

So meet them at Mac. Their main purpoe was to study. But looking at it,I don't really think they were studying except for Lin Keong. I was not even studying because I don't have MST. LOL. Then Faizal came along. And we talked and talked about stuff which make us laugh so much. I guess, Jing Xuan was really having a good laugh. HAHA.

Then we went over to playground. Took pictures here and there, play with the facilities like a small kids. Lol. Then Faizal introduced some games. And had hard time figuring how to understand the trick behind the game, especially the game "Black Magic". Haha.

And that's how staring incident occur. Just a slight of misunderstanding. It can just trigger the staring incident. How can they assume by their eyes. Haiz....

2008-06-18T20:08:00.000+08:00

Date: 18 June 2008
Day: Wednesday
Time start: 1000
Time end: 1800

Went for hatch meeting at Raffles City Starbuck. We were "lost" cos we don't know which starbuck they were actually at. And end up we walked one big whole round and end up to the first starbuck we were actually at at first. LOL. The meeting was like only 45minute. Not short but also not long. Then one of the hatch's leader offered to treat us dounuts. And actually, Nazri wanted to go for it but since we all were not interested, he gave up the idea. Haha.

Went to wacth KungFu Panda with her at Suntec. And that was my third time watching at cinema. Okay, laugh out loud if you want. Hahaha. Had difficulty finding the cinema. Finding toy'r us was easy cos I had went there before. But finding that cinema was not that hard but thanks to the signboard, the cinema came right infront of us. Haha.

The movie was not that bad. Okay I guess. If you ask me to write critics about the movie, I can cos my GEMS had teach me how to write critics. Anyway, this post is not about the movie critics. Haha. The movie had some sentimental moment and not bad for kids and for those who really want to chase their dream.

"There is no any secret ingredient"

Then walked around suntec and raffles city before heading CVSS for her testimonial. But before heading to CVSS, we went to eat out dounuts first=DDD. After heading back to CVSS, went to find my bro at CP. He was finding watch since it is a GSS period. LOL.

Thanks for the dounuts,dear=D And thats was a long and passionate one from you. I don't know why I still remember the moment. You are the lucky one, that's why you deserved it. Anyway, thanks for today=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2008-06-16T19:04:00.002+08:00

Date: 16 June 2006
Day: Monday
Time start: 1100
Time end: Nil

Went back to SP for WSC meeting. And thanks to Ivan big body, I am able to hide behind him. LOL. I just don't like meeting cos I hate meeting. Lol. You know when you need to say out something in meetings, I don't really like to talk. And I had nothing to talk about either. So I just talk cock when it came to my part. And thanks to Ivan's Hp, I cut short my so called "complain".

And Jia Hui sitting beside me keep typing text on his Hp to show me. And his word are all the same. Lol. He must be bored during the meeting I guess. Then had lunch with them. They headed to vivo while I headed home.

Thanks to ELIX LEE. Since I am free, I shall do it=x

Rules of the game:

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Ok, Lets start:
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
erm....sad?angry?...who cares,had to move on with life. she won't do that to me right=D

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
erm...too much dream. but if i choose one, it will be flying up any plane up in the sky. Haha

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
I had not think that far by the way. There still time to think about it after my studies.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
confused?no....

#5. What’s your ideal lover like?
Ask her...

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
To be loved by someone,I guess=)

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
As long as she haven't married.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
haha...maybe I should break up their relationship.wahaha...kk,im not that bad.refer to top question

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
No...even if something make me happy,im still happy...

#10.Who makes your day?
Everyone who know me

#11. Is being tagged fun?
No...thats mean more work for me.

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
I will see myself as a 29 year old guy.

#13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Everyone who I know

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
She is okay ah.she still owe me chocolates.ELIX WHERE IS MY CHOCS AH!!??

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
i will be married but poor cos it better to have someone beside you to share those moment

#16. What is the first thing you do every morning?
I opened my eyes

#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
erm...depend what i need to give...

#18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
I will choose whoever love me.LOL

#19. What type of friends do you like?
I make friends with any type

#20. What type of friends do you dislike?
those who like to talk bad abt ppl n discrimate ppl ( but refer to top qns)

And its your turn :
THOSE WHO WANT TO DO MAY DO SO...

I am not the leader cos I don't lead.
I am not the follower cos I dont't really follow the leader.
I am just a follower's leader.

2008-06-15T18:54:00.003+08:00

Date: Nil
Day: Nil
Time start:Nil
Time end: Nil

They say winning is everything. When you win, you will feel a sense of accomplishment. When you win, you will feel as if you are on the top of the world. But when you lose, you felt you should have done better to change the result. And when you lose, you felt the urge to scold and blame the others for not doing their part. But how many will feel happy to lose? I guess none or maybe a minority.

No one will be happy to know that they lost. And in fact they felt they must be useless as they can't achieve their desire goal. But losing is part and parcel of a game. And sad to say, everyone love to win and hate to lose.

Just for the word of "fun"
Above is a picture. A simple picture but behind that every individual face is the taste of failure. Not only in studies, but also in the sport we took part regularly as a team, street soccer. Different team names had took our 6 men team. From Virgin Island to Sudan and to Dwarf. Ivan as the goalkeeper, Kelvin, Joseph and I as the defender, Pao Ming as the midfielder and Faizal as our forward cum captain.

The team was formed in 2004 and it broke apart in 2006 since it was the end of our secondary school life. 3 of them had moved on to play soccer weekend with the club they formed outside. Another 2 still played soccer but to the minimal. And as for me, I still play but only for fun and not for obtaining that winning feeling.

Anyway, what made me feel proud of this team was the way we handle lost in every match. Ya, we lost every match. And yes, we always lost in the first round. But despite our lost in every first round, we still proud of it. Not because we lost, but it was becase we enjoy the process when playing every game. While every team were dead serious in winning, our team still can joke around in the court as if it was nothing. We laugh each time we made a mistake. We encourage each others when we lost possession. We played as if we had fun and not because we wanted to win badly.

As much as we want a win, we know it was possible but to get a win, we must work hard. But the thing was we don't work hard for a win. As a result we don't really feel sad that we did not win. Cos we knew winning was not everything; what most important was the fun we had together. We had all those fun in chasing the ball and kicking those ball around.

Things got better during the last year of secondary life. We won the first two round and lost in the third round. That was the moment when we felt we had achieve an unbelievable goal. To be able to win the first round. We always joke that surely the first round we will get kicked out. But for that year, we managed to stay on. Maybe because the fun we had for those past few years had made us the desire to move on from the first round. We were jubilant that moment.

The team I sure missed were the groups of boys who I played with. The team who did not blame each other for conceding a penalties, for losing possesion and making bad passes. Once I felt guilty for conceding penalties for kicking high balls but they did not blame me. They still can joke around. This was the team I loved playing with. The one who just played for the sake of FUN and not for the sake of WINNING.

Now I could hardly find a team who really play for the sake of fun. Cos most of them love to win whereas I just love to have fun. That was the different between the team I had and the rest of the other team who love to win. Cos winning is not everything.

It is SWEET when you had fun;
It is SWEETER when you win;
It is the SWEETEST when you win and at the same time, you had fun playing with each others;

So who say winning is the sweetest. Cos winning is not really important, the most important is that you had fun with the people around you. Cos they are the one who will make you felt as if you are winning. I hope I can find that team. LOL.

Sorry for the long post. It bullshit anyway. Who asked you to read it in the first place. LOL.

2008-06-13T19:20:00.001+08:00

Date:13 June 2008
Day: Friday
Time start: 0800
Time end: 1730

Went to Sentosa with Lin Keong, Yew Kee, Joseph and his gf, Yanling, and Robin and his gf, Pei Juan. Took the ball from Farhan and while waiting for him to come to the CVPS bus stop, chatted a while with Fadzila. And blah blah blah...

Reached CP on time 0815. And saw no one was there=.='' Then came Robin and Peijuan.They came the earliest but went to eat breakfast. LOL. The latest was...LIN KEONG!!!! His on the way to CP was like so so "fast". Yew Kee also. And we ended up like waiting 1 hour for just a person. Orh hor,Lin Keong, you had made two girls wait for you. Then met Joseph and Yanling at VivoCity before went off to the beach.

And the normal volleyball court area was closed due to building of something. And we were lazy to walk to the another side of the beach to play. So end up, the ball was useless for today. The only useful for us today was Yanling's sandcastle kits. Robin was very enthu, must be lack of childhood moment, started his castle first. However, this time we were lacking of ideas, unlike the previous time when we build a really big big castle. So end up, we played around with sand. I made a turtle, but sad the turtle did not make it alive into my phone.

Then Kelvin came to find us after his tennis session. Played volleyball with him but it was like passing the ball around. No court, no mood to play. About 1, we clean ourselves and headed to Hougang Mall to meet up with Qi en and Si Hui for lunch. Went to LJS. Then the automatic door was under testing. As the door was closing, Joseph acted smart to stop the door from closing. Lol. Until the maintenance guy said the door was under testing.

Ordered Combo 1 for Yew Kee and Linkeong. Got shocked when the girl said $21++.LOL. Never I expect that one Combo 1 could rise up to $7++. And in my hand was only $12.60, enough for the 3 of us. Well, even the machine do make mistake. Who say machine are perfect ah. After lunch, the 10 of us went to play pool. But exactly only the boys played.

It was my second time playing pool with 3 games experience. LOL. I won Robin. Wah...Must be he gave me chance ah. Then another match versus him, I lost. Wahaha. Played for 2 hours and I was broke for the day. Haha. Went home with Kelvin, Robin and Pei Juan.

Will be watching movie with Yew Kee next wednesday.And maybe with LinKeong. That's what he said just now. Will be watching,err....forgot the movie title=x Anyone want join...?LOL.

I MISS HER

2008-06-06T20:06:00.000+08:00

Date: 6 June 2008
Day: Friday
Time start: 0800
Time end: 1430

Woke up at 6am today. Had to come back to school to do RWP/ACC presentation. But it was more like ACC presentation. Got to edit my slide cos the slide I used for RWP was way too briefed. Will add more information and junks in the slides=D Met Shawn at the bridge there and we realised that T16 was not even open. So decided to go to T14 level 8 to do. Darryl came the latest. Not late but late among us.

And here come the thing. Our purpose is to do the presentation but end up we did our own things. Lol. Then at around 9am, we ate our breakfast cum early lunch. Empty foodcourt 3. Good. During normal day, the place was so packed that we had to wait for seat. But just now, we put all our bags at different table and ate at different table. That's show how empty it is. Haha.

Then go CATIA. The whole class came down. Wow. All came down to do the MF software, CATIA. Had to change com lab as we did not properly book the com. All of us hack in to access the lab. Shhh...But of course, being lazy as I am, I did not do. Instead I played PES on my laptop. Haha. But due to peer pressure, I stopped my game and did the CATIA. Haha. And it was not easy. Vulgarities were flying around the com lab as if like it was a torpedo. Cursing the CATIA. And for my case, there always this thing called as a "Ne" (according to me) which keep appear on my rough stock. I redo again,still got that "Ne". And end up I gave it up. Hahaha. Stupid CATIA. Will do it again on monday. Haiz...

And ya, did not make it for Mdm Aliah Birthday celebration. I am too tired for it and plus another factor. Lol. So sorry for those who book a seat for me and end up I did not go for it. Sooorrrryy...Hope you guys miss me out there. Cos Yew Kee already miss me=x Hahaha. Miss me more often. I will try not to go for any class event so that you can miss me more=x

Did I said that yesterday I went to NYP? I don't think so=x And yeah, yesterday went down to NYP to kpo kpo their building=x Haha. Errr...Should say not bad ah the building. Better than MM block but smaller than SP=x Like duh...And their lift were not bad too. High tech too. But most high tech one is the lift at MM block(SP). That one power. Always spoil. Anyway, NYP got escalator. But but...I think the escalator only know how to make itself went up=x

Went to the library there with her. Slack around in there before making our way to Mac to eat our lunch. Then at about 1530,we made our way to AMK hub to walk walk and see see. Lol. And before make our way back home.

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2008-06-04T19:38:00.001+08:00

Date: NIL
Day: NIL
Time start: NIL
Time end: NIL

Had my haircut just now. Don't like my hair when it is long. Cos it tend to bend down instead of standing up. Haha. So decided to have a cut. Ask the barber to cut short. And had to ask him to cut short again. Cos the first one was still quite long. Like as if he never cut anything. And the second time much better but I still want it shorter. However, I did not ask him to cut short for the third time. Later he asked me to cut myself=x Satisfied with the cutting. Yeah.

Watched Aircrash Investigation yesterday. Well, so many episode I had missed. Cos the timing was totally not my side. But yesterday managed to watch it for the first time in don't know how many months. Hahaha. And yesterday, the last 15 minute of the show made me realised that in order to ensure safety, someone had to risk their own lives to prevent such incident to happen again.

And that lies under the job of test flight engineer or test pilot. And it is risking job. They risk their lives by flying new plane which haven't been fly before. From ACC lecture video I saw, the test pilots fly a test plane with a maximum loads onto it. From the video itself, it look scary with the wing suddenly bend during take off. But I am sure being in there is more scary as they don't know what is going on out there. But given their knowledge, they are capable in handling the plane as they are regarded as above average than the normal pilot. But still it is regard as dangerous job.

For yesterday case, they risked their lives to provide technology for the plane, should the plane was trapped under microburst. They search for the microburst and went under it with the test plane installed with various type of technology. While the pilots of Delta Airlines Flight 191 did not manage to come out alive, the test pilots are able to come out unhurt with the plane. And by risking their lives, they managed to provide microburst dectection to planes.

So, don't ever think that flying plane are risky. Cos the planes you are in had been tested for various test and failure by test pilot who risked their lives. These people deserve a salute for their bravery and courage for testing each new plane with different type of scenario. If they can survived the plane, you will be safe.

That's why flying is much more safer that driving. Believe it or not. I do believe it cos I learn about it even though the more I learned, the more scary it become. Haha.

Up till here...Take care guys.

And yeah,hopefully can see yo tommorrow, provided your fever had gone=D

Go and have a good rest!!!
You will recover soon, girl=D

2008-06-01T20:38:00.002+08:00

Date: NIL
Day: NIL
Time start: NIL
Time end: NIL

Seriously, this mind of mine is totally blank. When come to holiday, this mind of mine will auto shut down. And all I will do is to play PES, watch TV and more importantly,SLEEP. S-L-E-E-P. Well,actually holidays are meant to be like that=x HOLIDAYS IS FOR STUDENT TO HAVE THEIR REST NOT TO DO SCHOOL WORK OR PROJECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BOOOO!!!!! But who cares, I still treat my holiday as a holiday. To hell with my school work=x

Had fun typing in the new member lists. See too much numbers and my eyes went into circles for certain occasion. But still it was so fun. And I also practicing my email language. And I just realied that hotmail can send up to max 50 people at one time. How noob am I. Haha. And that was one hell experience for me in writing one by one the email. Eh no, actuallly I copy and paste the contact.

And my keyboard or whatever it call on my laptop is going to spoilt. The 's' and 'u' button is spoil I think. Must press alot of time to get the 's' and 'u' out on the screen. And it somehow irritating to know that my words is never be completed each time I pressed "enter" Dumb little keyboard. May you die faster. Eh no...If you die, how the hell I am going to do my work. Don'tdie yet. Hold on till 2010. After that,if you want to die, you may die cos your warranty end that time. =.='' Wahahaha...Die in peace laptop. BUT NOT NOW!!!!

And I don't know what to write already. It already blank up here in my mind. Erm........Maybe this is the end of my post. Sayonara. Is that goodbye?LOL.

GIANT BABY!?!?!?
LOL.

2008-05-30T21:00:00.002+08:00

Date: 30 May 2008
Day: Friday
Time start: 0800
Time end: 1900

CAMM test was power. MCQ totally stunned at the question. Section B and C are manageable cos there are similar examples on the notes. All I need to do was to refer to the notes. But of course, some of the example given was so the short cut. Some working was missing due to my laziness in class. Adn when doing the test, how I wish I paid attention in every lecture. Hahaha. Anyway, overall, I manage to do it.

ACC tutorial was like free time. Switched on my laptop and off I played mario kart. And soon after, half of my class played it. LOL. And after that, it was officially school holiday even though I got EM3 test at a later time. Study for EM3 at clubhouse. Was so cold as I put the temperature to the minimum and somemore, I was barefooted. Wahaha. Brrrr...

EM3 test. Power. We discus the answer when the lecturer was out to take more test paper. All the MCQs are from my friends but I double check it in case they want to sabo me. Lol. And I took less than 15minutes to complete it. Break my own record time for other EM paper. Lol. But of course, with faster time, there bound to have mistake. I only realised it when I handed in my paper. WTF!!! How can I missed out 'x'. Erm...Nevermind. Who cares. It over anyway. YAY!!!!!

And you skipped your lecture because of...NAUGHTY!!!And you also come late for your group project because of....SO BAD.lol. Must be because of my influence. I knew it. I am a bad influence to you. Haha. But anyway, at least that was a sweet time together=D

And you should go to sleep!!!!! Sleeeeeeeepppppppppppppp!!!!!!!!lol.

HOLIDAY IS HERE...
TIME TO CATCH UP WITH MY ~~STUDY~~ SLEEP...
TIME TO ~~REVISE~~ PLAY
TIME TO DO ~~E-LEARNING & PROJECT~~ NOTHING
IN SHORT, HOLIDAY IS BORING!!!!!

Let me hold you tight and never let you go...

2008-05-29T19:42:00.002+08:00

Date: 29 May 2008
Day: Thursday
Time start: 0800
Time end: 1700

EM3 tutorial was cancelled but I still came at 0800 to meet up with Shawn with the intention of studying for CAMM paper. But end up, I was too lazy to tudy. Anyway, it will be an open-book test. So ya, since it is an open-book test tomorrow, what for I should study for it. =x Well, here I am looking for trouble. But nevermind, hopefully fairy godmother will be beside me tomorrow. Hahaha...

Tomorrow 2 tests. Wah....Sian. No MST but common test. WTH. Rather have MST than common test. At least MST, can go home after paper. Common test still got lesson as per normal. But at least, no pressure from common test. DE down. Tomorrow will be EM3 and CAMM. After holiday, the rest of the modules. Must start study already.

Today for Ematl2 lecture...Shawn and I skipped the lecture. Well, at first we already sat in the LT. Then Shawn did not bring his note while I was too lazy to take out my notes, so we decided to have kaya bun at koufu. But the queue was so long, so we decided to eat a heavy breakfast there. After eating, went back to LT. But less than 10minutes, this time, we took our bag and went off.

ED ended one hour later. And FOF, instead of 1hour lecture, it was 2hours lecture=x So as usual, I slept. Purposely sat in the middle row, and went into my dream mood. For the first half of his lesson,I slept. Then only after toilet break I tried to pay attention. I managed somehow. Hahaha.
Orh hor...NS had called up my brother. Luckily it fall on my semeter break. Can send him off. Going to miss him. And the sad thing is I need to do all the work=x

They often said," Never judge a book by its cover" It was always true and practical in real life. I never expect that a quiet guy like him will smoke. I never really imagined that. The thought of that had not come across in my mind. I thought he just led a quiet and healthy life cos he is not really that bad if compare to me or any other malay guys in the class.

Nonetheless, maybe it is jut how people behave right. How can I always assume that good and quiet guy will not do such things. But, it is his decision right. I had no right in saying that you can't do this or that right. He is still my friend=D That's what matter.

There always a limit in oneself. Push over the limits, you will see the ugly sight of a person. Never try to push over that limit. Eh no, I did not push any of my friend's limit but I know some of them are pushing my limits. Just a warning. I just ignoring what you said for don't know how many time cos you are the real bastards I ever meet. But the good news is, I still hang with you. But once again, please know that there always certain limits in me. Don't try to push over that limit. Cheers...I don't hold any grudge on you=D Just that sometimes, the words coming out of your mouth is so...People may did nothing but I do know that deep in them, they feel like whacking you up. So just don't push any of other limits.

2008-05-28T20:16:00.003+08:00

Date: 28 May 2008
Day: Wednesday
Time start: 0800
Time end: 1700

Seriously, I think my classmates love Wednesday. Cos each time the clas will end much much early. For instance, just now, the class end at 1030. One hours of DE and half an hour of EM3 instead of the normal 2 hours lesson each. QZ bro is the best. LOL.

Since we ended early and were waiting for GEMS to start, we went to Mac to eat our breakfast cum lunch. The auntie tricked me. I ordered Big Breakfast. Then she asked me about my drink. I replied Milo. Then she said regular. I was thinking the usual size is what size. SO I said the normal one. She said regular. So thinking that the regular was the normal size one, I said yes. But not knowing I was conned. I was conned. And the size was so...Wahaha...Got conned by an auntie. Well done, Rafie.

Then headed to clubhouse for carrom. Wahaha...After few round of it, we got tired of it. So we switched game. We played "rubber wrestling" But instead of eraser, we use the carrom thingy to play. Seriously, we laughed as if like it was our own house. Sorry Joseph for the noise we made. Hahaha.

Had WSC meeting during lunch time. When Lin Keong said about my position, I thought he wanted to say that I will kicked out cos I did not do my job as QM. I nearly wanted to celebrate. LOL. Crazy guy. But instead, I got ''promoted" to assistant membership secretary.LOL. That's mean helping Jia Hui...Sian. Orh hor..Just joking Jia Hui=D

FA test was so so stressful, can I say that. Watch the short film "Cut" and wrote up critics. But seriously don't know how to write. When film ended, wah stunned. Don't know how to start writing. Then a guy finished his critics, he handed in but the lecturer asked him to redo cos not what she wants. LOL. Another guy also. Siao liao. Then came a brave man, Ashiq...He handed in and surprise, the lecturer said not bad. WTH. I looked at Shawn and we both stunned. Ashiq made it. Damn. I wrote in 2 paper and was fearing of redoing it again. But phew, the lecturer never read mine. Heng ah. But Shawn was unlucky. Hahaha.

And went home via bus, instead of paying $1.80, I only paid $1.60 cos I had no small change. The bus driver asked where I wanted to go, can't say hougang cos I short of $0.20. So I said Bishan. LOL. Worst answer by me. And he said I overpaid not knowing that I shortchange the bus=x Whatever...

Anyone from 5B'06 or anyone know any of 5B'06 members want to go to sentosa on the 5th of June. Play volleyball or sandcastling. Please tell me or any 5B members in SP cos we organise one. Hope you all can make it even though only RP and SP are having holidays next week. Lol. Cheers...

2008-05-27T20:51:00.002+08:00

Date: 27 May 2008
Day: Tuesday
Time start: 0800
Time end: 1825

Tomorrow seem to be a short day. BUT I will be having GEMS test. Sians...Still haven't study for my CAMM test which will be on this friday. But nevermind, it is an openbook test. Sure fail one. Get my DE tet result. Suprising result. Above my expectation. 87 out of 100. Not bad. Kelvin got full mark. Alien that guy.

Had a 3 hours break as CAMM lab was cancelled. So decided to eat at LJS at Commonwealth with Hakim, Shawn, Ashiq and Nazri. But actually, we all did not know where to eat. We even suggest go as far as Pasir Ris, Sengkang and even Beach Road. Lol. So in the end, we played open number. And it falled on me. So I decided to eat at SP, just joking. I decided only LJS as it is near to school and I am able to meet her after lunch=D

Once we touched down at Commonwealth, the first sentence came from Hakim mouth was ," I wonder how Commonwealth's people look like" =.='' It was our first time touching down there. Ate at LJS there. Talked about a particular person. Can't stop laughing. Eat will never in peace if eat with them. Sure they make jokes.

After eating, Nazri decided to skip RWP. He only came for 2 hours lesson. He power. The ret of us decided to slack and played in my clubhouse. So called her up and asked if she wanted to meet me at the clubhouse. I made her walked again.=( Eventually, our meeting place was at Biz Library. But I changed the place. Well, I am so bad. Changed the place last minute.

Upon reaching clubhouse, the light was on. So I expect someone will be inside. But from the window there was no one. So I walked in and saw two figures. Haha. Shhh....

So, played carrom. She came. Lady luck was not smiling at me,instead she smiled at Hakim. The total point of any two players will never beat Hakim's total point. LOL. He was really good or maybe plain lucky. LOL.

Send her to her class. And went back home with her=D

Orh hor...
I changed the venue and made you walked far again. Changing the venue last minute, I am sorry=D And I made you alone when I was playing carrom. Another sorry from me. I made you 'emo' alone on the chair. I am so bad....

2008-05-26T20:00:00.001+08:00

Date: 26 May 2008
Day: Monday
Time start: 1000
Time end: 1830

One lesson. One hour. End of school. That's what I called school. Lol. Actually, today should be my 'holiday' but the RG had an itchy butt. He asked another relief lecturer to take us for FOF lab. He is a bastard by the way=x We watched some presentation by RSAF and some videos. Then he asked whoever want to stay for tutorial may do so. But I being the lazy one, I walked off from the lab. Darryl, Shawn and Ashiq also.

Played soccer after eating our late breakfast. Only five people played. Sianz..When we were not playing, there were so many people played. But when we were playing, no one played. WTH. This implied something, they are scared of us=x Nonetheless, while Matt went to eat his lunch, the four of us played "tiang". Not bad ah, I managed to hit two time and one by using my weaker foot. Played two v two. Tired and with the hot weather, it was like...Hahaha.

Went to meet her at foodcourt 6. Intead of having lunch, I was only having drinks. Cos I am so thirsty after playing. And she don't want to eat. I make her walked up and down the different stairs so many times. Let me count. Around 8 set of staircases. Lol. From business block to foodcourt 5 and back to business block. Went with her for her lecture. And went back home with her via MRT.

Do I look like a Myammar worker to you, FAIZAL!!!!???!!! Time for you to wear specs. He said to me that he don't know who was waving at him but he just waved back. He said I don't looked like chinese nor malay. But looked like Myammar. Well done Faizal. Met him on the way to school. From far I saw his back view. Shouted out his name and waved at him. Lol. And that was when he thought a myammar worker waving at him. WTH.

2008-05-25T18:40:00.001+08:00

Date: NIL
Day: NIL
Time start: NIL
Time end: NIL

One sentences...

I AM SORRY for any trouble I had caused.

This is meant to be short anyway.

2008-05-23T20:07:00.001+08:00

Date: 23 May 2008
Day: Friday
Time start: 0800
Time end: 1700

DE mid semester test was like...Half of the answers were so weird weird weird. The first two question looked easy. But half way through the working, hell started. All sort of unknown working came out from my brain. End up with some weird answer but still wrong. Lol. Focused too much on cover-up rule but end up, integration by parts occur. And I did not even study that. So was struggling to use the formulae correctly. But " xsin(x)" helped me understand the formulae better. Instead of an hour paper, the lecturer gave us 30minutes more. Phew...

For the first time in CAMM (lecture) I did not sleep. Shawn and Darryl were shocked not to find me sleeping in class. Apart from that, I did my work on my own without resorting to any underhand methods. Hahaha. I forced myself not to sleep as it was revision period. Next week the test and therefore I must listen=x And as a result, the full 2hours of lecture, I did not sleep. Hahaha.

For ACC practical, that was where the fun began. We did jacking and levelling of aircraft, Cessna 310(if I am not wrong). I jacked up the right wing of the plane. Shawn and I did a prefect job in levelling the wing, thanks to our controller, Dalton. From where we were jacking, it was hard to see how high we had lift up the plane. But when we did see the other groups jacked the plane, we then know how high was the plane hanging from the ground. Nonetheless, that was fun. Jacking up the plane was tedious but it was fun.

Had lunch with her at foodcourt 6. Managed to find seat easily despite of the crowd. She forced me to eat 3 creamy puff. But she said that that was not forcing, that was insist. Lol. That's her bullying me. And seeing my hair was in mess just now due to the helmet I wore during ACC practical, she messed it up again=)